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Not Leaving Me Behind
It is 11 AM.
Raven has fallen back into darkness
I am holding her hand so tight that it is becoming numb and in the back of my head I keep repeating the same words over and over again.
"To my dear princess,
I want you to know that I love you, ALL OF YOU, and I always will. I am committed to our you until death does us part. At times, in moments of deep frustration, I may have questioned otherwise, but that was my immature way of seeking love from you when I should have been looking for you to fill the void in my temporarily wandering heart.
Beloved, I know I have hurt you countless times with my words and actions, and for all of them, I sincerely and humbly ask for your forgiveness. Since my heart was made to fit with your, I long for you even when my heart is broken, even when I feel so hurt by your actions or lack thereof that my heart feels frozen, I still long for you.
I have pondered this many times, and I have come to realize tha
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