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16. Terrifying recalling
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Gareth's POVIt was Monday, again.I totally understand why children hate going to school, I relate to them. I mean, you literally have to ruin your precious sleep and wake up, leaving a tempting bed. No matter how work efficient I get, I hate my sleep getting disrupted. This habit won’t possibly ever leave.Waking up is truly the worst thing to do every single day. It's not like I'm a sleepy head, but leaving that softness hugging my entire body, makes me want to curse. I wish I was running an evening school. So that I could get up late. If only things worked according to my wishes.Maybe I could have her too. Not even five minutes into the morning and I was already thinking about her. I wouldn’t say I disliked it, but the frustration of never being able to truly have her itches me inside. Maybe if we were born in a different time, maybe if we really were destined to be.Well, I was already in my office and a pile of papers welcomed me. I sighed looking at the files. I really didn't
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