They carried in me the air, strangers copping a feel before passing me to the next section of the crowd. I let myself get lost in the sensation of trusting strangers to keep me in the air, the feeling of strange hands sliding along my body. When I reached the back of the club I was set gently on the floor. There were hot girls circling me as the club spun around me. They all wanted to ask me questions and some kept trying to touch me as we danced. I felt a tap on my shoulder and spun around meeting Alice's dark green eyes set on me.
"Hi babe." I smiled awkwardly
She shook her head "Let's just go."
"But I'm having fun!" I whined
She shot me a look and I rolled my eyes crossing my arms.
"Are you being serious right now Blair?" She asked scoffing at me
"Yes I am." I grumbled turning back t
I woke up on couch and felt my head throbbing as I tried to process the events of last night. I slowly sat up and held my head in my hands. Blair cheated on me last night with that dumb bitch at the club. I shook my head trying to clear the image from my mind and stood up going over to the mini fridge and retrieving two bottles of water. I went over to the bed and saw Blair passed out on top of the covers with her sparkly gold party dress still clinging to her. I threw the bottle of water at her and she groaned rolling over to face me.Her eyes brightened as soon as she saw me "Good morning baby."I scowled at her "Don't call me that."Her brows tightened into a line as she sat up and stared at me "Did I miss something?"I snorted shaking my head in disbelief "You seriously don't remember last night?"
I had signed thousands of copies of my new book in the past couple of hours. My mind and body were on autopilot the entire time. I couldn't stop replaying what I could remember of that night in my head. I had felt dead inside since waking up the next morning. I had ruined everything with Alice in one drunken mistake of a night and it was all my fault. I was being reckless and nothing could change what had happened."You okay?" Ben asked looking at me in the rear view mirrorI shook my head looking down at the floor mats "I fucked everything up Ben.""You did." He nodded in agreement"You really did." Taylor added still looking out the window"I need to fix this but I don't even know where to start." I stated holding my head in my hands "I love her so much.""Then why did you kiss that g
It had been a week since I talked to Blair that night and I had been declining her calls since. Just hearing her voice made me want to cave and I needed time to think everything over. I love Blair more than anything in the world but what she did was inexcusable. I had wallowed around the house and prepared lesson plans when I could bring myself to work. Callie had come to check on me a few times but she was only mildly comforting due to her being so close to Blair. She was almost as pissed as me when she found out and I figured she had probably chewed Blair out by now.I had debated calling Blair back more times than I could count over the past week. I had shut my phone off for three days but that resulted in Callie getting worried and showing up unexpected. It was a rather embarrassing encounter considering my state. I had been crying on the couch, a mess of discarded wrappers and tissues around me watching a concern
Each day had felt like an eternity over the past week. It was like a never ending nightmare I couldn't wake up from. I felt broken, weak, and most notably more depressed than I've been in a long time. I had showed restraint though too and hadn't had a drop of alcohol despite being offered drinks numerous times at different events. Most people I had met in my travels so far seemed fake, like they only wanted to use me. Some of my fans tried to seduce me and some men in fancy suits had tried to exploit me. Taylor had tried to warn me about all of this in our e-mails before the tour but I didn't believe her. I never thought life would actually be like this, well I guess it wouldn't be if I hadnt fucked up.Alice had always kept me sane and did everything she could to make me feel loved. She was absolute perfection and everything I ever wanted in a partner. She was the light in my life, my hand to hold as I walked through the darkness. She was my everything and somehow
I couldn't even make it an hour without caving and kissing her. I couldn't help myself honestly, I'm still in love with her. She had left me to get dressed for our date with the only instruction being to dress "comfortably". I had opted for a pair of khaki shorts and a black tank top with my favorite short sleeved blue button up. As I descended the stairs I found Blair facing the window in the kitchen. She looked extremely sexy in her jean shorts and black crop top."Watch's lookin at?" I questioned causing her to turn and look at meA cute blush spread across her cheeks as she looked me up and down "The beautiful view in front of me.""Do you mean the window view or me?" I teasedShe giggled "You obviously."She had made me promise to keep a blind fold on until we arrived and the curiosity of where we
I hadn't been able take my eyes off Alice from the moment I had seen her today. I hadn't even realized how much I had missed her until she was so close and yet so far in some ways. When she had kissed me I had never wanted it to end. She hadn't tried since and I hadn't dared due to the current circumstances surrounding our relationship. After swimming for awhile we had changed back into the outfits I had delivered for tonight. Mine was a tight white dress that cut off at my mid thigh and exposed more of my cleavage than intended. I leaned back against the car waiting for Alice to join me and checked through my missed calls and texts.~Hey, did you make it okay?~ Taylor~Everything okay?~ Taylor~DID THE PLANE CRASH?!~ Taylor~I SEE YOU MADE IT AND THAT THE PLANE DIDN'T CRASH. WTF ARE YOU DOING AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK WITHOUT A SINGLE BIT OF SECURITY~ Taylor~YOUR DATE IS TRENDING ON TWITTER, YOU BETTER
I had stolen a glance at the total bill and it was literally like $750 dollars! That's not even including the FIVE HUNDRED DOLLAR tip Blair left! I mean I know she wanted today to be perfect but who the fuck drops over a grand on dinner? Blair Collins does obviously.I could really feel the wine at this point but I still wouldn't go as far as to say that I'm drunk. Either way it was definitely good that Blair was driving because I sure as hell couldn't right now."Did you have fun beautiful?" She questioned glancing over at me for a mere second"I sure did thank you Blair." I smiled to myself as we pulled into the drivewayThe lake house looked absolutely gorgeous at night and part of me wanted to jump out of the car and straight into the lake. I decided against it and opted to follow Blair inside watching as she collapsed onto the couch. Feeling a sudden boost of con
"So eloquent with words aren't you?" She grinnedI glared up at her and slowly sat up feeling the blood rush to my head in an instant."Slow down there killer." She teasedI glared up her once more before standing up and taking her hand in mine. I led her into the bed room and quickly pulled her into me so our lips were less than inch apart."Someone's full of it tonight." I joked as I let my hands rest on her hipsShe smirked in return "What ever do you mean Miss Collins?"I leaned in, speaking in barely a whisper "You know exactly what I mean.""I don't, why don't you teach me?" She respondedI gave her a look "I thought you were the teacher in this relat