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36: Alice’s POV
She was frozen for almost twenty minutes, unresponsive before she even noticed me rubbing her back and trying to talk to her.
"Don't touch me, please, don't do this, please just leave me alone." She screamed pulling her knees to her chest and sobbing
It broke my heart to see her like this but I removed my hand at her request. I wanted to be able to comfort her in some way but that didn't seem possible at this moment. I noticed her phone and quickly grabbed it before sliding the lock and scrolling through her contacts.
I found Callies and clicked it hearing a few rings before her response came through the speaker "Merry Christmas Blair!"
"It's Alice, I'm so so sorry I know it's Christmas but I really need your help." I rambled out still looking over at Blair who continued to sob relentlessly
"What happened?" She asked, concern and confusion evident in her voice
I sighed "I'll explain
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