Chapter 54

Loving my boyfriend's best friend wasn't the worst feeling ever in my life. Instead, it was the best thing ever to happen to me. Fate had its way of doing things. Like Shawn and I. We were soul mates. We had to be together for a short time so that Harry and I can realize how we both felt. Though, being with Shawn wasn't what I wanted. I knew deep down that my heart longed for someone else and I kept on pushing that feeling away by ruining someone else's, Shawn. It was all my fault but people make mistakes and make amends. I hope Shawn would be able to get over this. Speaking of which, Shawn was released from prison but we haven't met to till now. I don't know if I'll be able to face him. The guilt will never fade away but if he's able to move on then I will too. 

 Anna, on the other hand, is in rehab. She keeps getting worse but I hope she gets better. Thinking about our childhood and now, I never thought it would come to this. I never thought she'd see me as her en