Tagan’s Point of View
Watching her walk away from me makes me feel strange. After I’ve heard everything from Venus, I don’t know but I feel so guilty and there’s something inside of me wanting her by my side.
I wanted her by my side to protect her, I was very confused when I found out the reason why she moved school then.Because of me, she almost got raped, yes, I admit it I didn’t really bring her non ’because for me she just didn’t really exist. I don’t focus on my feelings back then I always pay attention to myself and my band.
And I don’t really like her that time, and the reason why I talk to her this time is to distract her and let her band down. We badly need to win in every contest because our band might disband if w
Tagan's Point of ViewIt’s one fucking week passed by and I don’t get a chance to talk to her again. I always wait in front of their university to talk to him but he always has someone with him and I don't pay attention, sometimes the fans crowd them so I can't really get close.She was ignoring me in many ways, Sometimes I see she saw me but she chooses to ignore me and walk away with that Zake.I know she’s angry at me but fucking shit I’ve been suffering to many sleepless nights because of thinking of her.And now I’m still waiting for her at the parking lot. I've been here for almost an hour and it's getting dark but he still doesn't come out.&n
"Celine, let's eat!" Venus shouted and enters the coffee shop with Otis and Zake. I caught up with them because I was still packing my bag here in the Van because later we would have another gig.I’ll make sure my things are ready so I don’t have to struggle later, I check everything if complete and after that I went out of the Van and someone grabs my hands pull me at the back of the Van."Tagan?" I gasp as he pushes me through the back of the Van."Celine let's talk even for a moment" her face shows that she wants to talk to me, and his grip on my wrist is so tight and I know that I really can't get out of here.I have no choice but to face him ..
Tagan's Point of View"So why are you so late like a drinker, it's already 12 am oh" Tove said while looking at his wrist watch.I didn’t answer him I just drink this liquor in my glass, I’m so frustrated and lose right now I don’t know what to do. I want Celine but she doesn't want me anymore.I’m going crazy over her and it’s pulling me deeper. After I read Aiden's text, I immediately gave them a drink. I just want to get fucking drunk.“Fuck” I kick the table because of this pain inside of me.
I take a shower and fix myself because this is the first day of our rehearsal for the University’s Band clash. This is the battle of every University every month and I’m sure this is the reason why Tagan used me he wanted to win this battle.I will not allow it now. I’ll make sure they will lose this contest and my band will win.I wear a simple black ripped jeans and white shirt and put some oversize jacket, I also paired it with a black highcut convers shoes. This is my randomly rehearsal outfit since our first year. I went out of the house and went straight to the university where we would rehearsal.Various bands from other universities are here and I’m sure Tagan’s group is also here.
Tagan’s Point of ViewI woke up feeling better than last night, we couldn't attend the rehearsal because of me I got sick. I waited for Celine that night but she didn’t comeback. She doesn’t really want to talk to me and give me another chance."Oh Gan are you feeling ok?" the door opened and Tove showed up. I just slightly nodded at him and try to stand up.I had a dream last night. I dream that Celine was here.“You took care of me the whole night?” I ask Tove, at the same time Aiden enters my room."Of course, we both take care of you!" Aiden said."Why Gan?" Tove.“I dreamed of Celine being here? I don’t know if it was a dream or not” I tried to remember that dream but my head just ached."It's just your dream hahaha" Aiden exaggeratedly said.I noticed Tove and I looked at each other for no apparent reas
“Calling all the attention of every University Bands kindly gathers here in the field for the final rehearsal everyone!” we all stared at the speaker a ceiling to call the contest organizers for the last rehearsals."Let's go" Otis said and at the same time we arranged our equipment and guitar before leaving the music room.We went to the field and just like a while ago the rehearsal was repeated from the beginning and each band played again. When we were next, the outcome was good and I sang well. Buti nalang…After we sing, we went to our table and just watch the next bands."Celine" I looked away when Tagan called me standing right beside my seat and staring straight at me.I saw that Venus and Otis were silent when they saw Tagan in front of us while Zake was looking at me. I know his worried but I just smiled at him and face Tagan.I got up from my
Tove’s Point of View"I'm sure I'm here, look" Aiden said and gently opened the door here in Tagan's condo.After our rehearsal earlier he said goodbye that he would talk to Celine again, but the whole night ended and we didn't see him again. So this is us this early morning sneaking into her unit.When we opened the door, it was dark inside, as if no one was closed were thick curtains so no light could enter inside the unit and very quiet inside."She's not here?" I said as we enter his unit."Then listen to the aircon tomorrow" he was right the only sound here inside was the open aircon so it means there is someone.We walked through the living room but there was no one and it was very dark, we walked to his room where there was an open lampshade and he was leaning on his study table."Tagan?" Aiden calls him but he doesn't look at us.So we approached it and touched
“LET’S WELCOME THE PRIDE OF ETHEREAL UNIVERSITY THE NEFARIOUS!!!”We step on the stage and set out instruments. This is it we need to aim for the goal.Focus Celine!“LET’S GIVE THEM A HANDS EVERYONE” people shouted and we started playing our piece.(Keep on holding On – Avril Lavigne)“You’re not alone together we stand I’ll be by your side; you know, I’ll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end there’s no place to go you know I won’t give in no I won’t give in,”“Keep holding on ‘cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through just stay strong ‘cause you know, I’m here for you, I’m here for youthere’s nothing you could say nothing you could do, there’s no other way when it comes to the truth,”My eyes were finding him. I want to see him.