I don't hate you

Allan took a deep breath to calm him self down. Then he refocused his attention away from Cocoa. From the looks of it there is nothing preventing him from having another relationship. Absolutely nothing. Leticia was already gone. It's been two years since she left. She never even spared a day or time to come and see him. Perhaps he was too broken and fears to under go into the same heart piercing situation. Or may be he Perhaps doesn't want Cocoa to suffer because of him.After all he have nothing He should chase her away. There is future a head of her. Yes it's waiting.

But then Stanley's words and that of his mother resounded again in his ears. "she is the one who truly loves you. Don't loss her." And at that very moment the thought of being left alone overwhelmed him. He recalled those lonely days in the hospital before comma. They were the terrible days that he have ever lived on earth. He wouldn't like to go back to that. Allan sighed and with so much difficult uttered

"l don'