Afraid of losing him

I woke up no longer feeling the presence of my alpha. What happened? Why did he leave this way? He's still mad despite what happened between us?

I stood up pulling the sheet over my bare chest before noticing that I could make out my surroundings again. This shadow that had obstructed my vision throughout my antics with my alpha had disappeared, a sign that he was already done with me.

I felt weird thinking like that. Frankly, I would have thought that after having made love so intensely he would stay by my side and that his anger would have dissipated. But no, he still seemed so cold and distant toward me.

Not that I'm one of those people who think that sex fixes everything, that all you have to do is spread your legs and everything goes back to how it was. But I would have thought that what we did, what was said while we were doing it, would have made it all better.

I indeed lied to him and I'm still lying to him, but I don't know how to go about it, I'm tied hand and foot,