Is it real ?

I ran to the bathroom and locked myself in. It was all good considering that this floor was reserved for a few high-ranking people in the company and that of course there were very few female executives. So I did not find people in the toilets which allowed me to monopolize them.

I placed myself in front of the mirror seeing that despite my efforts, I could not hold back my tears. No matter how hard I tried, I told myself that I didn't have to react that way, it was stronger than me. So strong that I do not understand what is happening to me.

It was my whole being, my very essence that had been shaken. I don't know how to explain it but even in the back of my mind, I felt something snap again and again yet it's about Greg and not my alpha. How come I feel such pain, that even my wolf side can't calm it yet it's not our Alpha that I caught cheating? It's only Greg, so why is my heart so hurt?

It hurts so much my throat is lumpy and I can't breathe. I just want to sit some