Memories

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My body was filled with marks from a long, torrid passionate night, painful in embarrassing places, a sign of intense physical activity, intimate discomfort, a sign of the loss of my virginity.

I stood in front of the mirror looking at the evidence of a night that must have been extremely hot and frenzied. I closed my eyes embarrassed by the bits of certain memories that came back to me like violent flashes, making me so ashamed of myself. Frankly what was that, these giggles, these gasps, and these obscene words that I kept singing?

I remember telling him to go harder...faster...

Damn, I didn't know I had such a perverse mind, at this level I could play in a film rated R +18. I tried to stretch my aching body but with every movement, there was a scream of pain in every limb.

However, I felt a certain harmony as if all the energies within me were in perfect symbiosis. As if the mess plaguing my mind had finally been settled and I was a new, more relaxed, calmer person.

I sighed