I put my hand over my mouth stifling a gasp, Tom must be crazy to look so impetuous. I'm not from the area, but even I could see that the Soul Moons are not to be taken lightly and talk to them about it as if nothing had happened. What should I do? I don't want to cause them trouble, it would kill me to be the cause of their downfall so what should I do? They host me for free, feed me, and are even ready to help me with my transition to adulthood so in the name of what should I put them in danger? But how am I even going to do without them? I've never been so dependent on someone and it's an unpleasant feeling. I feel trapped in my world unable to get rid of these bonds when I have always lived free. It's a suffocating feeling. I looked down as Jessy thought the same thing as me almost yelling at Tom. " But you want to laugh? I'm talking about a pack under the orders of Soul Moon, the Dark Shadows, you know are sneaky and vicious, they won't hesitate to put their threats in
Jessy looked me straight in the eye and the proximity between our two faces created a rather strange atmosphere between us. My face warmed up and I could see that Jessy also had flushed cheeks. My heart raced as I could see Jessy approaching me.Damn, my inner wolf keeps howling at me but I don't know what's going on I'm inevitably drawn to this gorgeous boy in front of me. I closed my eyes, well I'm not doing anything wrong, kissing a guy I like was never a sin. I lifted my face before feeling my head jerk and a man's voice calling my name.It was the same voice as the day before and I seem to have heard it before but I don't know where.This voice hurts me so much in the face of the lament but it is also so reassuring that I want to fall asleep and listen to it indefinitely. What is this feeling?** It's our Alpha, it's his voice. Please don't hurt him by kissing someone other than him**I opened my eyes as I felt Jessy's warm breath on my lips and shifted moving away from him."
I was sitting on my bed in my room all shaking. I could hear Tom and Elsa making preparations downstairs as the tavern was closed for the occasion. Elsa had also said that another person would join us as essential to the process. I just nodded submissively, I don't know much about these things and I won't be of any use in the preparations so I wait quietly in my room.I think back to the events of the morning and I feel very sorry for Jessy. I don't know what it means to be omega or alpha but I have the impression that it must weigh on him and that he feels complex. This complex must hurt him but it's also a fatality because he can't get rid of it, unfortunately. If you are the omega you are for life, it is impossible to change this fact, it's not like nowadays where you can change sex, no you don't change your lycan nature.But that doesn't mean I liked Elsa's way of treating poor Jessy, I don't know what could have happened between them to make Jessy hate her so much, but that didn'
The moment had finally arrived when my inner wolf was still so calm. I wondered if he too apprehended like me at this moment which would explain his silence but at some point it became heavy." Hey you, answer me when I talk to you. Why are you ignoring me? What are you blaming me for and so you decided to piss me off? How old are you? Stop childishness."I sat down sadly lowering my head."It's not funny anymore, I need you, we are a team, I miss you."But no matter how much I begged, he remained silent, so I realized that I had upset him. I heard the door open letting Elsa in as she was still smiling at me." He will never answer you again, you know. He is going through the process on his own. His consciousness and yours are uniting and soon you will be able to develop your lycanthropic instincts without having to talk to him because your body will act on its own. In the same way, you will also be able to understand more easily certain details which escaped you until then and become
As all my senses seemed heightened. Every sound seemed exacerbated, the smells were intense, I felt everything I touched with more ardor and I felt transported in a flow of sensations that were both pleasant and striking. It was so good.It was a pleasure that invaded my body and gave me total freedom. I want to be like this all my life, I want to run and frolic like this for the rest of my life. I saw a small hill in the distance and my mind immediately raced to stand there and shout at the moon that I had never found so beautiful. I ran towards that hill and soon at the top I was screaming. What was that feeling when I was just screaming endlessly? I screamed like this before hearing an echo of my scream.Was it me or was that scream some form of response? Yes indeed.I started screaming again and the echo came back to me, so we screamed for long minutes before feeling that he wanted to see me. My heart was pounding as I leaped from the top of the hill falling into a cliff with the
I heard birds chirping and felt like my head was going to explode. The last time I had this awkward, drunken night out feeling was a few months ago when Chad had his parents' house all to himself for an entire weekend.He had organized a big party and the booze was flowing, for minors of course it was illegal but in our small town when Chad's father was an imminent member of the community, it was obvious that the sheriff was going to shut down eyes at the cost of a few cans. Luckily too there had been no accidents after the party, except perhaps for Chad who had to receive some punishment from his father because one of his guests had broken his precious vase. You could say Chad didn't commit the perfect crime. I remember Mom almost going crazy when I came home with a hangover that wouldn't let me go out for a month. My dear mother, at that time I did not understand you but now that I miss you so much, I regret your punishments and your sermons.I felt my head spin as if a building si
Tom looked at me worriedly as Jessy motioned for me to pull myself together for fear of revealing my blanket. Frankly, it was no use telling myself, shouting at me to take myself back, but following what I heard it is difficult for me to take myself back so easily.I don't know how to take it now, Elsa is an impending member of Soul Moon, the pack that caused all my misfortunes and those of many people closely or remotely connected to me.If this pack hadn't existed, then I would certainly be happy with my parents, I would probably have known my father the way I talked about my mother, he must have been wonderful. I will certainly have gone to this hostess school and have plans for the future. But because of them, I only live in the present without seeing my future. What I would do and how I would do it all seems hazy to me. I even wonder if I even still have a future... Ah yes, I have one now, very clear and precise.Find a way to avenge my parents on the Soul Moon Alpha and destroy
The hours that followed were very stressful for me to the point where I couldn't sleep a wink. It was still getting very early so of course when Elsa said she would be back in the evening, I felt like it would be days before she came back and I don't know why I had that feeling.I watched the door open and saw Jessy walk in. He seemed concerned which made me tick. He had a problem? I don't know if it's still Elsa who puts him in this situation, in any case, she also makes me uncomfortable.He came to sit next to me and grabbed my hand. I was lost by his gestures wondering what he had in mind, especially with this look he was giving me. It made me uncomfortable and I felt my cheeks heat up." Hm, Jessy?"He moved a little too close to me as I could feel his warm breath tickle my face. I swallowed wanting to shift. Every cell in my body was screaming in horror when Jessy is not what you would call repulsive.Not far from there, the guy is so hot that I wonder why he is not a model or a