25-OLIVIA

You know that moment when you studied an infinite number of hours to approve that important test, and when you’re done you feel you've eaten the world because of how amazing your answers were, but when the teacher is revising it, you start to think that everything is wrong and all your effort went down the trash bind?

It was a very long question, I know, but this is how I feel.

Mark was watching me drink the coffee he had prepared when we got to his house and, although it was already cold and the drunkenness had long since passed, I continued to delay the conversation that awaited us.

I felt that at the moment I opened my mouth and told him all the details of my life, my miserable life, I would see that look I hated.

I knew he would walk away.

That he would never touch me again.

He would never tell me again that he loved me.

I knew he’d look at me with pity an