chapter 51

CASSANDRA’S POV

I don’t remember the days I woke up with a smile on my face, not for long. These days am getting too much of habituated to it. Last night I slept talking to Ivan on phone. We spoke about our favourite books. Ivan has a similar taste of books as mine. I like reading from male point of view so that I could understand what men usually think before speaking or doing anything.

Just like Ivan, he likes to read male point of view books not because he is interested in their thoughts, he says he likes to read it because he would get to know their feelings which is rare as a man could show. He is true, no man exposes his feelings to anyone and if they did it would be someone special.

I never thought he would be among the guys who speaks their feelings out, atleast not to me.

He became that friend I could trust with my life and it happened so soon that I didn’t realize I need something more from him just than his friendship. I was stupid enough to ask him if he was single las