Jane The truth doesn't cost you anything, but the lie costs you everything! That's what they say, but in my case, both can cost me everything. Both will destroy my life, so whoever made that statement, didn't think twice. Lies kill relationships, but the truth will kill mine too. Maybe I'm making a stupid decision, of course I'm making a stupid decision, like I always do ,, but sometimes stupid decisions saves live-I think. I feel like a selfish brat, but I am afraid of the consequences of opening my big mouth. Sometimes it's better to remain silent, even if it's eating you up inside. Who knows how he would react if I tell him, yo, your mom set everything up. You didn't kill that guy or fucked that girl. It was all your crazy mom's doing. What proof do I have? None! I would look like a pathetic liar, trying to get between a mother and son. I have to keep this to myself, until he trusts me more. If he trusts me more. For now, my lips are sealed. I wined down the window to embrace the
Axel My heart was racing. My shoulders were tense. I inhaled, then exhaled. Inhaled again, then exhaled. I adjusted my tie, then dug my hands in my pocket. I am finally able to step outside without Cheska pushing me around in a wheelchair. I could go for a run, workout, have sex, and be free. Prince Crivelli is back and ready to take on the world! But I'm afraid. What if they try to target me again? Still, there was nothing on the person that tried to kill me. I haven't even heard back from the detectives, and I refused to call him. Maybe they are right when they say it might be someone close to me. But who? All I have is continuous nightmares. I must watch my back now more than ever. "Be strong Prince. Everything is going to be just fine" I coax myself. There was a soft knock on the door. I knew immediately that it was Cheska. "Come in," I say in a cheery tone. I plastered a fake smile on my face. Trying to be nice to her is way harder than I thought. My lips are tempted to hurt
Jane I winced as I cut my hand against the sharp edge of the knife. Blood oozed out. I cursed under my breath and placed my finger under the running tap. My thoughts were far off. I had dinner with Prince, and I honestly have no idea how it was about to go down. We've been out together in public less than ten times ... and it wasn't for dinner. He always told me exactly what to wear to make him look good. But not today. I've been on very few dates before. Four to be exact ... and I easily picked whether I should wear a cute dress, pants, skirt ... but now I wasn't sure. I'm hell-bent on making him look good. I don't want to show up in a dress that is too short, or tall, too tight, or too loose. I wanted it to be perfect. We might just be at the stage of having a great relationship, and I don't want to mess that up. I need everything to be perfect. Maybe I should just wear a nice pants suit. I laughed to myself. After he begins to trust me, I will ask him for a job, so I can begin mak
Axel It was a long drive. Very long, and exhausting, and Cheska just wouldn't keep her mouth shut. It was like it was on a racetrack running a 1000-meter race. My ears begged me to shut her up, but I decided to be nice to her, so I said nothing. I just made her run her mouth continuously. 'They are just so perfect Prince. They are strongly built with a sexy walk. That walk beats out every super model. Female that is." "If that's what you think, I guess I can't argue with that ... with you, but I'm never one to watch the way horses walk. It's not my thing. Maybe that's yours." She showed me the finger and kept talking. "When I was younger, my favorite book was Chestnut hill! Well, not my favorite of all time, that was definitely Nancy Drew." "Fuck Nancy Drew!" I didn't notice that I said that out loud until she slapped my arm and frowned. "Nancy Drew will forever be the best mystery book, hands down. It is iconic" "Hmmm ... okay crazy lady. But I just think Hardy boys are much be
Jane I laughed to myself as I watched Prince glance at his wristwatch every fifteen minutes and roll his eyes. Shopping with him for clothes was way more fun than I thought it would be. He wasn't fun of course but staying long to annoy him was. He wasn't going to let me shop alone because he believed I would get lost or something bad would happen like I am a two-year-old. I just think he thinks I would run off with his black card, and Audi R8. Like I am that stupid. If I wanted to rob him, I would not steal things that can be tracked easily. Moreover, I would just kill him. I have watched how to get away with murder many times. I swirled around in the green skater dress and yellow heels. "You like It?" I asked. He scoffed. "It makes you look like one of them bitches that climbs a pole. Rude motherfu- "And what's wrong with that? What's wrong with strippers?" I crossed my arms and put one leg forward. "Nothing." He shook his head then looked away. "I like them a little." Of cour
Axel "Oh my God!" Cheska exhaled heavily and gripped on to the horse reins. Her body shook like a naked person lying in the snow. "I'm going to die Prince." I stayed calm despite her unnecessary antics. I can never understand how she has the power to act so extra sometimes. I placed my hands on her hips and whispered in her ear. "Keep calm. He can sense your fear. Slow and steady breathing sweetheart." I used my thumb to caress her side. She continued inhaling ... then exhaling, slowly. "Just like that." I whispered. Soon enough, she became calm, and more confident. "I can do this now!" "You sure?" I asked. She nodded. "Positive" I hopped off and made sure she was comfortable, then I held on to the horse's griddle and led it out of the stable. "Can't you make him run off, like those horse races on tv?" "Sweetheart, this is not Tv, you're a very timid person. You're not ready for that. We'll start off slow, okay? Just until you're really comfortable, then I'll slap the horse and
Jane "You two slept together, right?" he pushed the covers aside and crawled in the bed beside me. He placed a pillow between us despite the bed being huge. We agreed on sleeping in the same bed as long as we didn't touch each other. I guess he is truly having a change of heart. I reached over and poked his bareback with my index finger. He hated it, but I needed his undivided attention and that was the only way. "Cheska it's twelve a.m. I have a virtual meeting at five, leave me for once." he buried his face in the pillow. "You haven't answered my question." I poked his back again, and he shrugged me off. I moved the pillow and shifted closer to him. "I guess her father has no idea since he's so nice to you. He doesn't know you've ... betrayed him by making love to his daughter. "I fucked her. We didn't MAKE LOVE ... There's a huge difference." He took a deep breath, then turned and faced me."It was a mistake. It only happened a few times." He eased up and rested his head on his l
Jane "Wake up, I made breakfast." I heard Prince voice dimly in my sleep. I groaned. "Go away will you." He walked over to the drapes and pulled the cord which sent sunshine into the room. I covered my face with the sheets and mumbled under my breath. "Can you go away? I hate you." He pulled the sheets off my body. "I spent an hour preparing breakfast for you, so don't let me drag you out of bed, tie you up, and force you to eat. This took a lot out of me." "Why would you prepare breakfast for me? I don't trust you. You don't normally do nice things." "I don't trust you either, but we slept together right? Moreover, it's a one-time thing" "In the same bed. We slept in the same bed, Prince. Not together. Huge difference." "I think it's practically the same thing, Sweetheart. Get dressed, and let's have a peaceful breakfast for once. He leaned over and kissed my cheek before walking out. I cringed at his lips against me. I dragged myself from the bed and quickly freshened up befo