POPPY:Marry me...The words had been ringing in my mind for quite some time and until now, I could not fathom why he asked me. No. He ordered me to marry him as if marrying someone was a simple thing to do. "Marry you?" I inquired, my brows forming a straight line. I think I heard something wrong because that's the only explanation I have as of now as to why Sebastian Holding wanted to ask my hand in marriage. The only one he wanted was to marry Olivia Green for his ambition. Or maybe a little bit of love. But marrying me? That was a bit unexpected and questionable. Why would he fucking want to marry me? I was completely useless to him. But if he wants someone to cook him a delicious meal, then that would be my purpose. But marriage? Wait. Was this the end of the world?"Could you ask it again, Mr. Holding? I think I heard wrong."There was no hint of a smile on his face as I continued watching him. He was serious about that?My head started to spin. I think I needed to drink wa
POPPY:I wonder what had happened when Sebastian Holding went to Olivia's house. It seemed like the tide had been switched. His desire to marry Olivia Green was like a fire being extinguished. "Mr. Holding.""What?""You seemed so sure of not hurting Olivia Green by offering me this marriage, Mr. Holding."Sebastian's eyes narrowed. "You seemed too concerned about her even if you two are not related at all."I shrugged my shoulders. I just…could not understand how he changed his mind that easily…except if one of them both cheated. Was it Sebastian? There was no way Olivia Green cheated. She loved Mr. Holding more than her life. Or maybe Sebastian Holding liked men? The thought of him loving a man was unsettling. Some part of me did not want to accept. "I'm a fan, Sebastian. A fan always wanted her favorite to always be happy. Olivia Green is one of my favorite actresses. Been dying to get a hold of her autograph.""They're only people," he muttered flatly. My eyes turned into sl
POPPY:Suddenly, Mr. Holding's laughter filled the four walls. It was a hearty laugh as if he was indeed amazed at my previous statement.My brows formed in a straight line as I continued listening to his laughter. But in all fairness, his laughter was like a lullaby in my ears. Sebastian Holding was the type of man who thought that the world was against him and that even smiling was a waste of his time. I sighed internally.If he only laughed like this, then I would be falling for him…Wait what? What kind of thoughts were that? Why would I fall for him because he laughed? It’s not like this was the first time I've seen a man laugh. Ridiculous. Being always with him made me think of silly thoughts.“F-Falling for you?” he asked, again and snorted. What's so bad about saying he must not fall for me? He always said not to fall for him so why did it sound funny when it came to him?I felt slightly offended at his reaction.Lips pressed in a thin line, I asked, "What's funny, Sebastia
POPPY:My mouth tingled, still feeling the feel of Sebastian's mouth against mine. My heart raced uncontrollably as if it was being chased by a tiger. As if taunting me, his eyes lingered on my lips, and smirked. "You liked it," he said and grazed his fingertips along my jawline. A shiver ran down my spine.I don't like to be touched! Why did my body move on their own? This was embarrassing! He might think I liked it. "I-I did not!" I denied it like crazy, stepping back away from him. "In your dreams! Your kiss felt like I was kissing a slimy and wriggling toad!"I never bothered to hide Sebastian how repulsed I was when he kissed me. But the man shrugged it off. Unbothered. "A toad? I looked better than that, Poppy. You exaggerated a lot."I folded my arms in front of my chest. "You are, Sebastian!" I pointed my fingers at him. "Don't you dare do it again, Sebastian. Unless it is necessary!" I demanded. "I don't want anyone to kiss me. Much even from you!""You did ask for proof.
POPPY:I was holding my breath for quite some time, and I did not realize I was doing it as I waited for Kelly's reaction. What if she wanted Mr. Holding at first and then not like him again? Damn. That could create a problem. "Love?" Sebastian and I shared a look. The more Kelly stared at us, the more I became nervous. She blinked a couple of times while her brows furrowed in confusion. "Why are you two getting married, Mommy? Are you pregnant?"I was frozen for a moment. Pregnant? Why would I be pregnant? I wasn't touched by a man. “Am I going to have a baby sister or a baby brother now?” she continued. I chuckled nervously and exhaled a sigh of relief. At least she did not say she was against me marrying Sebastian Holding. Although thinking I was pregnant was not something I also liked. "Love. Being pregnant is not the only reason why people get married." I shifted my gaze at Sebastian and cleared my throat. "Sometimes...all it takes will be two people falling for each ot
POPPY:I stared at my phone as if Christy would come out of it. What just happened? I never expected that Christy would turn off the phone that quickly. She never does that. Whatever. As long as she got the message. I will grill her with questions when I am vacant. That settled it then. I was done informing Christy. Now…who would I call next?Sebastian?Ah, right. Reminded that I still haven’t got the exact address, I fished out my phone from my pocket and messaged Mr. Holding. No. It should be my soon-to-be husband. After typing the message, I hit send.While waiting for his reply, I picked out the box and opened it. I sighed softly when I saw the intricate designs of flowers embroidered. I only saw this kind of wedding dress on national television. Thus were the kind of dresses I wanted to have when I had my wedding. How did Sebastian Holding find out I liked this kind of design? That man never failed to amaze me. I looked at the tag and my eyes widened when I read J. Cruz
POPPY:I can't fucking move my legs as my panic continued kicking in. The guests were looking at me with weird looks and they were not helping at all. They looked like evil clowns in front of us holding a bloody knives in an attempt to hurt me. Was it because of anxiety or nervousness? And of all the right timing, why did it have to be now? I usually felt this whenever I was feeling an intense emotion and I could not even control this. "Miss Poppy?" Mr. Willis was already showing his concern. He nudged my elbow, but I won’t budge. “Miss Poppy? Do you want me to inform Bastian that you’re not feeling well?”Mr. Willis’s voice seemed distant. Out of reach. My breath was sharp and fast. Fuck.Inhale, exhale. You can do this, Poppy. You can fucking do this!In front, Sebastian's brows furrowed and the older man who looked like him was also bothered. The singer continued singing and everyone was already looking at me. Confused. This was so embarrassing! Sebastian was regal and compo
POPPY:Sparks exploded between us. Suddenly, there were butterflies in my stomach. More! Now that I was already married for the second time, I realized I missed having to kiss someone else. A man. My body was craving for a kiss. For someone to make love. I moaned as my hands traveled up to the hair of his body and pulled him towards my body.More!As if hungry for him, I opened my mouth and accommodated him. All of him.My hands were dying to hold that something between his legs, but I stopped myself. Maybe later. When we had the privacy we needed. Or else, the preacher might reprimand me for doing something sinful. I bit Sebastian’s lips and nibbled his lips. I felt him stiffen and the kisses stopped. More! I could not get more of him! Then, I found myself angling my head for better access and opened my mouth. Sebastian Holding smiled against our kiss, before pulling away.I caught my breath while my lips parted. My gaze darted at his swollen lips. I suddenly missed the feeli