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MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 68. What Changed?
POPPY:I knew Sebastian Holding wouldn't like what I said. He wanted a child to advance his ambition. The very reason why he married me and offered me to sign the contract. And now...I will be the reason why he won't achieve his goal.Closing my eyes, I braced for hurtful words he would say after that.Could I blame him? No. We had a contract. I was bound by the rules.Still…Having a child when I was not ready would only bring traumas to the moment.“I will understand if you will be furious at me, Sebastian. It’s my fault. I seduced you earlier.”“What happened that morning is also something I wanted. It takes two to tango, woman. But…I thought we already talked about it, woman?" he asked. "By giving yourself to me earlier, I assumed it was already clear to you that I want a child. And now we are back to that discussion?"I bit the inside of my cheeks. The thought of having another child without a father on the kid’s side was scary. "Think whatever you want, Sebastian. But I alrea
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 69. More
POPPY:"Do I have to answer that?" Sebastian asked. Absentmindedly, he created circles in my arms which I noticed he did whenever he was thinking about something. He had done it when we were cuddling earlier. It was amazing that we were getting to know more of each other. Especially him.I like this. This closeness and I could not help but ask for more. "Of course you do.""It's getting late. We should sleep," he whispered. Using his fingers, he brushed my hair and sniffed it. Did he like the smell of my hair? I was using a vanilla scent shampoo and conditioner.Why does it matter, Poppy?It mattered because I cared for Sebastian Holding's opinion. I liked hearing any sort of validation from his mouth. "No. You're avoiding my questions, Sebastian. It's only a little worth your time. Why can't you answer me this time?""I don't know the answer," he answered without batting an eye. Disappointment crossed my face. "That's not something I expected to hear from you.""What do you want
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 70. Little...One
POPPY:"Sebastian..." I called, my voice almost breathless and needy. I wanted to kiss him. Bit him. Nible him and do everything that would make me satisfied, but I did not know how to. However, I cannot force my mouth to open and tell him those words. “I want you more than again.”I did not want to hear any words from him. Words that said that I was desperate to get laid and if I was that desperate, I should look for someone."Are you still sore?" he asked, groaning. “Poppy. If you can all hear the dirty words in my mind as of the moment, then I will no longer have the confidence to look you in the eyes right now. We will do more than what we did in your apartment.”Desire washed over his eyes. As it darted to my chest and back to my lips.I wet my lips feeling the dampness on my underwear.“Sebastian, please…”“Please what?” he asked, breathless too.Our breathing became rugged. “Fuck me.”He sucked in a breath.“That’s…so tempting. But I don’t want you to suffer now. I’m sorry for
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 71. Hiding
POPPY: L-Little one? What do you mean by little one? Was it a baby? But Sebastian Holding said that nothing happened between Olivia and him. Or was it only my imagination? Was my memory correct?Another message popped out. "How could you do this to our baby, Bastian? Speak up! We need you right now! If you won't, what will I tell the press on who was the father of my child?"A child. Oh, fuck.My head spun and I thought I was going to get sick.My eyes went back to Sebastian Holding who was sleeping peacefully in the bed, oblivious to what I just discovered.Isn’t it too soon to conclude, Poppy? You can still ask Sebastian the truth. Olivia gReen might be lying so that the two will reconcile.But it was already a baby whom we were talking about. A baby would be the dream. A baby that would push forward his ambition to buy his father's stock that he wanted so badly.If Arnold knows of the baby, he will surely celebrate. It is still early to tell, Poppy. What if it is someone else's
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 72. Sobs
POPPY:Sebastian’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion.“Why am I not sure?” he asked back. Because it was my insecurity talking. I looked away and gave him his phone. “Nothing that matters.”I hated feeling this way. If only I had the guts to ask him about his baby, then it would be so much easier. But the question was, would he tell me the truth or not? Or will he like my ex-husband who denied he was having an affair with his officemate until I only found out about this a few years after? I bet the answer would be the latter.He won’t.“It’s Olivia,” he said. “This woman had been trying to call me a thousand times.”I shifted my gaze back to him, waiting to see if he had the guts to answer the phone while I was with him or not. I was certain he was like Nolan who would hide in some corner and answer the call. Why do you always compare Sebastian and your husband? They were different people, Poppy.I knew. But I couldn't help it. Especially if he kept on making me remember the pain I
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 73. A Baby
POPPY:It was too painful. More painful than my separation compared to my ex-husband. My heart was crying, but I could not let it get through my eyes. Crying a bucket was out of the equation. I must carry myself well and pretend I am not hurting inside since I will be eating with Sebastian's parents. I have no strength in answering questions right now. The servants greeted me when I saw them in the hallway. "Good morning, Miss Poppy."Nodding, I continued sauntering towards the dining room, knowing that Arnold was already waiting for me there.No one had to know that I was breaking apart. Was Sebastian done talking to Olivia? I wondered what they had convened. “Miss Poppy!” someone called followed by hurried footsteps. Glancing over my shoulder, I realized it was Mr. Willis calling me. Sweat was all over his forehead as he kept on wiping it. I stopped. “Oh. Did you call me, Mr. Willis?”He stopped in front of me, catching his breath. “I’ve been calling you more than once, Mi
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 74. Beach
POPPY:"Poppy and I are working on the baby, Father," Sebastian explained, with a different smile painted on his lips. Was that smile even real? For all I know, maybe he was probably thinking about his child with Olivia. "Isn't it right, honey? We plan on having a child, right?"It sickened me how he could lie like this. Pretend, Poppy. Grabbing a napkin on my side, I wiped the corner of my lips. "Yeah, yeah. We will be hoping to have a baby, Daddy. I hoped it would be sooner," I lied while my hands were on my lap. Satisfied, Arnold beamed at us and watched Beverly. "Did you hear that, dear? Another member of our family will be on the way.""That's marvelous.""Mr. Willis will help us take care of the child to prevent some unfortunate things from happening like when I was young," Sebastian announced and sipped his wine on his glass. Beverly’s smile was instantly wiped away from her mouth. “Son…”“What’s the harm in saying those words, Father? I merely blurt them to make everythi
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 75. Decide
POPPY:I lifted my gaze and searched for something in his eyes. Anything that would make me understand why he was acting like this. I mean why was he like this? He was confusing to me.Why would he go this far as to ask me what was wrong with me? I can’t help but fall for him even more. But sad to say this would always be one-sided. “Poppy. What is wrong with you? Tell me,” he asked softly. “Like I said a couple of days ago. You can tell me whatever you want.”I gathered my courage and looked him in the eyes. “What will you do if the child is yours, Sebastian Holding?” He was taken aback by my question. “How many times will I tell you that the child is not mine?”“What if it is yours?” I pressed. I just wanted to know. “If you are not ready to answer the question, you can choose to ignore it.”He clenched his fist. His silence alone was enough answer. Ha. What am I doin
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