Mute & Abused Mate || 6 ||

Fleurie's point of view:

I suppose I tried pretty hard to fight back the first two or three times the scumbag hit me. But I gradually realized that when you try to physically defend yourself against a man who is bigger, rougher, and stronger than you, you wind up inflicting more harm to yourself than to him. Not only would I be damaged from the blows that scumbag inflicted on me, but also from my own attempts to defend myself. I eventually learnt how to crouch away in a safe manner. Retaliation was no longer a possibility.

and I did this yesterday, the day before, and the year before that.

I cooked for him this morning, but I didn't get any food today as well.

There was pushing and shoving and throwing stuff at me at my previous school, and there was one of the students that were squirted squirting me with ketchup and had Skittles candy thrown at me in the cafeteria.

I wish I had never lived a life where I fought with my body, leaving behind persistent scars that will never go awa