Caught finally

I opened my eyelids gently ,I stared at a white ceiling ,it looks different from mine ,the bulb bed doesn't feel like mine too ,this is probably not my house .

Where am I ?

I turned to see Raymond snuggling close to me ,his eyes closed as he's deeply asleep .

The memories of what happened yesterday flashed in immediately ,I smiled and blushed when I remembered the kiss we shared .

I traced his eyelids gently with the tip of my finger .

He looks so cute like a baby while sleeping ....

My eyes when to his lips and I chuckled at the idea of stealing a kiss from him .

I moved closer gently to kiss him when his eyes threw open and I flinched back immediately making me roll off the bed and I fell to the ground .

I closed my eyes in embarrassment .

" Are you okay ?". He asked gently checking my body to see if I was hurt.

I stared at him ,what was I even thinking ?

How can I easily let go of someone that I love this much ? Someone that cares about me this much ? I'm going to freely love and