[ S E R A P H I N E ] No. No freaking way. Shit. We're in trouble. We're not gonna make it through the week. If his father finds out... “Last night?” Dominico just nods. Crap. I can't believe he... “Why didn't you say anything?” I grip his arms, our voices still hushed. My heart's already beating too fast, and I think he can feel it, too. We're still stuck in an embrace. I'm not letting go until he tells me the rest. “She said it's better I don't tell anyone.” “Hold on. You...” So he came home late because he was cutting a deal with someone else from Interpol? I don't know if it means he's not being investigated anymore. Or if he's never going to prison just because he snitched on his dad. Gee. I hope and pray to God my hunch is right. “Where's your phone?” Dominico pulls a face, his hands busy checking my skirt's pockets. My clean clothes rub against his sweaty arms and torso, but I couldn't care less. I just want to hear answers. A good explanation. “Not in there
[ S E R A P H I N E ] I shouldn't have done that. I embarrassed him. Pissed him off, too, probably. Otherwise he would've tried to stop me from walking out. He would have already apologized twice and explained what he was doing in there. His phone wasn't anywhere near him, so I'm confident he wasn't sexting with his ex, or something. “He's just stressed out. Just trying to take his mind off everything,” I murmur to myself. I mean, I get it. It's just a way for him to deal with the stress. It's got nothing to do with me. I should be the one to apologize. For invading his personal space. I shouldn't have barged in like that. And I understand why he'd rather deal with his problems alone. Dom will say he's just being smart, cautious, and he doesn't want us to start having sex because the consequences won't help me or our situation in any way. Or is there another reason? Maybe he still believes what his father did to me traumatized me enough to discourage me from being i
[ S E R A P H I N E ] It's almost sunrise. I'm pretty sure he didn't have more than a two-hour nap after I left him alone in his room. But he's still having a hard time falling asleep. We're in the living room, the fireplace casting long shadows on the walls. The warmth doesn't reach my face or torso. But it's fine. The way we're sitting too close to each other, with one side of me pressing onto his warm and firm body, I'll be covered in sweat in a few minutes. I don't want to make him any more uncomfortable. It's kind of obvious he's having a hard time ignoring the fact that I'm wearing nothing under his shirt. The hem barely covers up my thighs, but the shirt is big and thick enough to hide my private parts. This isn't me teasing him into changing his mind. I'm not trying to seduce him. I'm just too tired and lazy to go back to my room and get clean and dry clothes. I didn't even towel-dry my hair or put my wet underwear in the washing machine. I guess we'll just hang out
[ S E R A P H I N E ] What? Get back with Pierre? Me? Is he being serious? Does he actually think I would do that to him? When did I ever say I still have feelings for my ex? Do I look like a two-timing liar? Wow. I just told him a huge, well-kept secret of mine: that he's been my biggest crush for I don't even know how long now. And this is what I get? “What are you even talking about?” The last thing I want is to escalate this into another pointless argument, but, the way he said the words and the certainty in his voice just hit a nerve. As if I'm the one not making a lot of sense, Dominico shrugs and stares at me with a slight pout. “I meant what I said.” Ugh. Why is he just like my ex? Insecure and irrationally jealous. Maybe even ten times worse, considering his toxic relationships with his complicated family. “So, lemme get this straight. You think it wasn't something unplanned, the first and second time I saw him again. You think I met up with Pierre? In secret
[ S E R A P H I N E ] Despite the strong urge to argue with him, I walk away from Dominico and run up the stairs. My chest aches at the thought of me leaving him alone downstairs. I don't wanna hide in his room. But I don't think I have much choice. I groan and compose a quick prayer in my head. I pray that whoever's outside isn't armed and ready to murder. With ragged breaths, I shut the door closed, then lock it and scan his bedroom. I don't want to leave the door locked in case Dom needs to rush back in here, but he might get furious if I don't do everything as he instructed. My heart is just pounding. I kneel on his tan sheets. My elbow digs into his soft pillow as I fumble for his gun. The moment my bare skin touches the cold metal, more adrenaline courses through my body, multiplying the anxious thoughts swirling in my head. The magazine is in place. I toggle the safety. Just like he taught me. When I hear nothing but the rain, I end up pacing around his neat bed
[ S E R A P H I N E ] It's been half an hour since Dominico finally crashed in his bedroom. The rain continues to lash against the windows, the skies still dim. Alfeo's guys aren't done yet. Some of them are working on the CCTV cameras. Two guys are sitting at the dining table, checking something on their laptops and speaking a foreign language. I think they're Russian. Are they hackers? I hope they're not the bad kind. Their gluey stares are making me uneasy, but I can't just make them go away. I'm not in charge here. I'm not the one paying for their services. Sheesh. I'm not used to seeing this many strangers in the house. Then again, I should be thankful for all their help. For keeping us safe. I haven't even thanked their boss yet. The warmth from the stove and the scent of scrambled eggs provide a small haven of normalcy as I stir the pancake batter. I fix my posture and put on a smile when Alfeo joins me. “Hungry?” “I can wait, chef,” he says while taking off his blac
[ S E R A P H I N E ] A mobster's son? Shit. Just like Alina said... It doesn't sound like he's exaggerating. Or just being petty, hurling accusations out of sheer jealousy. Pierre won't be saying all these things if he doesn't think he can prove any of it. So the authorities believe Ignazio is a cruel, money-hungry mafia boss. Since when? A few years ago? A decade ago? If he's been a remorseless criminal mastermind before my family even met the Tomassinis, why isn't he in prison yet? Who's protecting him and his family? Despite Pierre's taunting, I tilt my chin and manage a tight smile, my heart still pounding. “Doesn't mean I married a criminal,” I say calmly, leaning closer to him so the other customers won't hear us. I sure hope none of them understands English. Pierre raises his brows and smirks. “You want proof?” “What proof?” Evidence to convince me that Dominico isn't as innocent as I think? If Pierre does have enough proof, will he willingly hand it over wit
[ S E R A P H I N E ] The sun is still high overhead. We're ticking off the miles toward home. I don't know what he meant by "something". I just hope it's not a life-threatening emergency. My breathing turns shallow once his words sink in. So he's been spying on me all this time? Since when? Do I really look like someone who can't be trusted? Part of my gut curls at the thought. I rest my head against the window, trying to figure out what to say. What to share. What to do next. Since agreeing to be his pretend girlfriend, I often feel like I surrendered more than just my independence. But leaving this place isn’t an option. Not yet. I've promised myself that I'll get my degree before I do anything else. And I already owe Dominico a lot of money. I'm not gonna let it all go to waste just because I feel like giving up. Again. “You're not a quitter. Suck it up. You got this. You can't give up,” I keep telling myself lately. The back of my eyes turn hot. Darn. I'm trapped