•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌"I need to talk to you, Nikolai" He tilted his head to the side, dark amusement spread over his face. "I'm listening" I didn't want to believe that Nikolai was that person. That he killed or whatever the mob bosses do but some part of me always got nervous around his dark aura. There was something about his eyes that told me that everything I read on the internet and what my friends told me was true. Nikolai Costello was a ruthless man. I opened my mouth and then contemplated what I should ask first. Are you a mob boss? Is that what I should ask? Or people told me who you are and that kill people for a living... That sounds wrong and mean, so, I settled for the first question. "What is a Mafia?" I askedHe chuckled, darkly and lowly. "Why do you want to know?" Nikolai rarely laughed but whenever he did, it sent chills down my spine. "My friends... said something about you... They said you are a head of a mafia family and... they said that you kill people..."
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I have seen some teen movies, the high school ones and I always thought that maybe they exaggerated everything in the movies. The high school parties in movies were wild and I used to think how can teenagers be this crazy? I wasn't, I couldn't pull something like that off even if I tried, so, how can people my age do all this? But now as I looked at the frat house before me all the flashbacks of the movie parties flashed across my mind. It looked so out of control, I clutched the cover-up and took a small step toward the frat house. I still had insecurities, fears, and anxieties and all of them washed over me with full force. People were making out, jumping in the pool from over the roof of the house, and alcohol was everywhere. Beer cans and bottles sprawled across the crowded lawn. I looked around for Jake, Wade, Stacy, and Brittany. Hoping to find even one of them. All the girls were in bikinis and the boys were in shorts. I spotted Jake as he stepped out of
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I softly closed my bedroom door and leaned against it. I stood there for a couple of minutes completely still. Take a fucking shower, wash the filth off yourself!Take a fucking shower, wash the filth off yourself!Take a fucking shower, wash the filth off yourself!His words rang in my head again and again like a broken siren on loop. Was he that disgusted by me just because I spent the night over at the frat house. I didn't do anything and I know that Jake hadn't done anything to me either. It hurt to think the way he was looking at me like he hated me like I repulsed him. Swallowing back the swell of nausea, I walked to the closet. I took out a white dress, clean underwear, and a bra. I desperately needed a shower.I made my way straight to the bathroom and grimaced the second I saw myself. My hair was all messed up because I slept with incredibly wet hair last night, my mascara was running down my cheek and my lipstick was smudged. I looked like something o
•Nikolai•╌═❁═╌Jesus Christ! I needed to let this frustration out. I needed to get rid of this anger and rage before it exploded on the person who was the reason behind it. I wanted to bend her over my desk and whipped her ass until she had marks on them, I wanted to punish her for not listening to me, for sleeping with that piece of shit. She lied to me, disrespected me, and talked to me like it wouldn't have any consequences but fucking hell I couldn't punish her the way that I wanted, I ended up locking her ass in a dark room. If only she knew how much her defiance turned me the fuck on. She doesn't know Don Niko, she doesn't know what he is capable of. All she knows is Nikolai. Nikolai, who listens to her and does everything for her before she even asks for anything. Nikolai, who fucking acts like a pansy around her. I fucking lost my mind when I didn't find her in her room last night. I would have turned the whole house up and down if it wasn't for Marco who told me that she
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I kept crying on my pillows until they were soaked from both sides. I annoyedly picked it up and tossed it across the room. I had turned on all the lights. I even slept with the light on for the past two days, that is if sleep came because every time I closed my eyes all I could see was that deafening darkness. The darkness that gnawed at my body and soul. A shudder ran down my spine. Staying in that room, made me want to pull my hair out, or worse, I wanted to kill myself. I thought I was going crazy. I thought I was going to die. I thought that I will never get out of there. It was torture, pure torture. My bedroom door opened and a maid entered with a tray full of food. She gave me a weak smile because it was the third time in an hour she has come in here with a tray full of food. "Get out!" I yelled and slid back on my butt, pressing myself into the headboard. She sighed. "You need to eat, Don Niko---" I cut her off. "No! I don't want to eat! How many
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌Nikolai came back and I jumped in my seat. He was tucking something back into the back of his pants or something. I really hope it isn't a gun but I had a strong feeling that it was. I looked him up and down and then all around him. He noticed my stare and shook his head. "Nothing happened" he informed me. I visibly relaxed and smiled. I looked down at the menu and then back at him. "I don't know what to order" He lifted a shoulder, and his gaze darkened. "Anything you want" I shook my head and slid the menu towards him. "You order for us" He seemed amused and then picked up the menu and ordered a bunch of different dishes I have never heard of. I looked around the fancy restaurant and noticed how everyone in the room seemed afraid of Nikolai. His men were standing all around the room in nothing but black attires. And here I sat in front of him, even though he punished me just a few days ago, I still wasn't afraid of him that much. I know he gave me my parent
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌Curiosity. Shame. Anger. Lust. What I was feeling was a mixture of all these emotions. My thoughts were all in a jumble. I was trying hard to understand what happened between us last night. I am an adult woman. I have never been sexually touched by a man. I was sexually aroused last night in the library and it is completely normal. There's nothing to be ashamed of. Every woman goes through that phase. It happens in their early teens. Since I was held back from all these things, I never understood my body and my needs. Nikolai is a good-looking man and the first man in my life I have been attracted to. My body reacts to him of its own accord. I am not ashamed to say that I liked it, I liked his kisses, I liked his touch and I want to feel all that again maybe even more. I wanted him to touch me down there, my core ached for his touch. I paced back and forth in my room, I needed to talk to Nikolai. I wanted to feel all that again and I want to feel his rough hand
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌Nikolai's lips stretch into a sinister smile. "My little angel has grown wings" Before I could say anything, he grabbed me by my neck and pulled me into his hard, warm body even more. He nuzzled his face into my neck. My bikini was soaking wet and I was aware of the fact that I was ruining his perfectly ironed expensive suit but he didn't care about it at all. His teeth gently nipped my neck, my legs trembled at his little action. My body heated up, and a blush crept up my face as my core throbbed with need. My breasts pressed against his hard body and a shiver shook my body. He ran his face up and down my neck, peppering aggressive kisses and biting the skin if he was starving. I felt his other arm around my waist and he lifted me off the ground, instinctively I wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked toward the lounge chairs. He slowly lowered me to one of the chairs and lay me on it. His body settled between my parted thighs. Then all of a sudden, the