Crazy childhood

So, this is me laying on my bed, face to the ceiling thinking about my life.

Martins and I just had a long conversation and I realized I haven't done anything in my life apart from running.

And my life was pretty shitty.

The beginning of my childhood was filled with my dad locking us up always in his mansion because he said it was dangerous for us to come out, mainly because he had a lot of enemies that were out to get us.

So till I was 7, I home schooled.

I finally started going to school, but I couldn't socialize because I wasn't fond of human beings that didn't stay with me at home.

I didn't have a brother by then, so all I did at home was to play the piano and stick with my mother.

Coming out was very hard for me, I couldn't talk to anyone, I was scared of everything I did.

That was when Desdemona switched over to my school and I started talking to her a little.

When I got into highschool, it became worse.

I was so introverted, and the worsen it all, I was bullied.

Not even by peo