63. Chapter

I can get to the elevator. Once inside the metal box I mark the number. In the elevator I sway from side to side, I'm still unstable, that's so frustrating. I just want to get to bed and fall asleep for hours.

That's not what happens.

Just opening the door and feeling the calm so marked that it becomes a desert area and endless loneliness, then I question so many things, is this how I'm going to end up? Not knowing the answer worries me, I already was before and it didn't worry me. But now it's not just me, there's also Luna and Matthew. In short, I am an imminent danger to them.

I walk without eagerness from the main entrance until I take the railing of the stairs that takes me to the second floor. I stop in the middle of the hallway, just to see that there is a door that I don't want to push, it's ours. I don't like having to feel the absence of the bed on his side again. The night passes voraciously, slowly. So I lie down there, on the cold floor of the hallway and take out my cell