19

Alpha Noah

The next morning, I woke up to the thought of her. I had a wet dream about her last night and I enjoyed it.

Mehn I can't. That's the best I'd get. I can't believe I almost went to her room last night. I'm glad I took care of it myself. imagine I had gone to her room, would she ever accept me? Have I been good enough for her to make me worthy of her? Does she even feel the same way?

No, no no. That's enough. It would never happen. I will never allow it. The thought of Tulip brings me back to reality.

I just lay on the bed thinking of how to process my feelings now. Good thing I'm blind though, she wouldn't be able to read me by looking at my eyes. That's how I read people.

I can smell her. I think she's coming towards my room. I don't want to get up from bed

She knocks.

"Yes," I say.

She opens and comes in.

"Good morning," she said with a cheerful tone.

Good morning Gwen.

"You're still in bed? I thought you were going out later." She asked

Well, I don't feel like it. I say