LylaAfter he came for the second time, he fell back on the bed and his last word was "I love you, Gwen."I think he is finally into me.I wouldn't be surprised if Gwen also drugged him just to get in bed with him.I am sure that is how he fell in love with her.I mean there's nothing special about love. It is just constantly having sex with one person and being around the same person for some time till you get fond of that person and that is exactly what I'm going to do.Very soon Noah will fall in love with me.I am looking forward to what he will say when he wakes up.It might be good or it's bad but I'm very hopeful. I will not run away like a coward, I will be here when he wakes up. Or should I leave? I violated the man.I'm confused, what should I do? shit! *** Alpha NoahI woke up burnt out. Damn, what did I just do?It wasn't a dream. It was real. And it wasn't just once we had lusty sex, it was twice.Damn, I have to become a monster. I have no control over myself anymo
GwenI have been in this house for 3 days now. I have not set my eyes on Trent. I don't know what he is up to but I know it is not good.Also, the wedding plans have been going on. But I have been on house arrest since I got here. Everything I needed was brought to me right in the house. They did not allow me to step outside.I have been visited by designers, makeup artists, hair stylists, skin therapists, and masseuse. It's been exhausting.All these have had me wondering if I should fight this or just accept my faith and be with my so-called "mates".I have not heard anything from Noah, not even a sign. He must have forgotten about me. Maybe I should try and do the same. Deep down I know I could never forget about him. The connection I have with him is stronger than anything anyone could ever imagine. That man is one true mate!I was deep in my thoughts when I heard Trent's voice as he came into the house.I sat down on the couch just messing with the TV remote and he came into the
Alpha NoahTulip! The dead tulip is alive.I can't see her but I know I smelled it and I could never miss it. I have perceived her scent since I got into this city but I couldn't admit to myself that it was her because it just sounds ridiculous. How could I perceive the scent of a dead person? I hid behind the pillar world of the gate as The scent got closer to me.Stephen was Right there with me. He is a recruit so he doesn't understand what was going on. I developed shivers I sensed her closeness and I couldn't stand there any longer.I asked Steven to just ask her some random questions while I left.I was in the car while Stephen spoke to her. I want to go back. I asked him to tell me everything about what he saw.But the person Stephen described was not Tulip.I guess someone else answered the gates.Is she married now?I could still smell her though. Tulip, Alive, well, and breathing.Everything is confusing. I have been living a lie. Everyone I have ever known has lied to me.
Alpha NoahMy head is clear as day. Today I am not driving in circles or without purpose I am driving to go and search for my brother Trent. I am very intentional about finding him and I will.I put out a call to a few of my soldiers, telling them to give me any information on how I can find Trent. I trust them because when it comes to finding something that is lost or away from the surface of the earth they are my best option. They even know the whereabouts of Trent all this while. The last time I contacted them was when I needed to know where Trent had gone to hide his head. They told me that he had moved to London and he was managing all the family's business there.I would have gone to get him there but I was waiting for the perfect time for Trent to also fall in love so that I could take everything away from him just like you did to me.Today is Trent's wedding day, I hear. He is getting married to Gwen. Trent and Gwen deceived me.Today is the perfect day to ruin his happiness. I
Alpha NoahLuckily, I got to the party early. The wedding reception was so beautiful it was decorated so extravagantly. I could smell the beautiful flowers used to decorate the old place, I could smell people from different parts of the world who came here just to attend the wedding.Seeing how the wedding preparation was taken so seriously like it was the wedding of royals got me so angry. But what did Gwen gain from coming to torment me?I would like to know what her mission was. Did she come to my house to steal something important to the family question mark or maybe it was the family heirloom? Yes, I forgot about that but it doesn't make any sense because she sold it earlier in a pawn shop.Did she just come to monitor my life?Or did she come to spy on me just to give feedback to my brother Trent!? She is Trent's mate. The woman I fell in love with was Trent mate. I would rather die than see them live happily together.It will happen over my dead body and I mean it. The securi
I can't believe Noah is here!Shit I should have held on a bit longer before killing myself.I was so weak on the ground that I didn't hear a thing."You came!" I said weakly.Soon I couldn't see anything. Just darkness. Damn, I messed up!I should have held on a minute longer! Now, I will never experience love again.Alpha NoahI came here raging in anger to kill and destroy but after what I sensed, I don't even know what to feel.I trace her scent to this room but her aura is so faint. I smell blood. Gwen, on the ground in a pool of blood! I can't stand this sight!Who would do this to her? She was locked in this room so I think she hurt herself on her wedding day!Why would she do that?Should I just leave her to die? Did she betray me? No! I can't let her die! She is Gwen, my mate.Perhaps she has a lot of explaining to do, she can't die on me now. I can't do this alone and I don't have enough time, thankfully, the guys who help me get rid of the guards are still present.I call
Alpha NoahI guess what goes around comes around because I'm also in love with his fiance and she doesn't love me back.I think this is what the wise men saw when they formed the saying "History repeats itself." I also have intentions to kill his fiance but after I saw her dying on the floor, I couldn't let her die.I can't. I still have feelings for her but it doesn't matter nowThat is what makes us different.Trent is a cold blood murdererHe killed Tulip and her unborn child.My blood boils anytime I think about it and I think about it, every second of the day. I am driven by it. It has made me become who I am today. The only sane time I have had in the past three years was my good moment with Gwen and that was also cut short.Oh misery, my dear friend. I'm so fond of you so much that I find warmth in your coldness.After several hours of waiting for either going to wake up from her slumber or for Tabitha to get your real quick one of them came through. Tabitha was finally here B
Alpha NoahI peeped around the house a little bit to avoid reality.I summoned coverage and went back to my room. She was lying on the bed. She must have been waiting a long time because there was so much silence in the room when I entered, which meant she was sleeping again. I touched her face softly to confirm that she had not fallen into a coma again. She is fine.I need to get her clean. I need to take this dress off her.It is her wedding dress and I can smell that it is stained.It is the same dress she has been wearing since yesterday and I needed to take it off. How can a blind man like me care for another person? I don't want anyone here knowing that I am the one they can be responsible for all this. I could send a servant To clean her up but why do I want to be the one to do it? This is so bad.I don't want anyone touching her, and do I want anyone taking her away from me.I move closer to her to try and dress her. I tried to be as careful as possible so I would not wake up.