Alpha NoahEvery full moon I have dreams. Dreams of how it all happened.The curse. A curse I have to live with for the rest of my life. It seems like my whole life is cursed. Right from a child I am always battling with one curse on the other.The curse of being a Thylacine.It all started with my curiosity, back in New Norway. It was me, my dad, and my not identical twin brother alone.My mom was never in the picture because she didn't even know the true nature of the man she had fallen in love with.After she got pregnant, my dad proposed to her. They were so much in love with each other but I doubt he loved her enough to reveal his true self to her.After she gave birth to both of us, my dad knew that he couldn't keep us with her for too long. We were three years old when he babysat us for the day and claimed to take us to the park.He put us in the car and drove off to the airport. My dad paid someone to make it look like we had an accident and That is how we ended up in Norwa
Alpha NoahGrowing up has been tough since that incident.Now that I think about it, I don't think Diane wanted to hurt me but it still doesn't make sense that she disappeared.I couldn't sleep at night, I ate more and my mood got terrible.There must have been times my dad considered putting an end to it all but he was too stubborn. I kind of wish he did.Admits of it all, I had a jealous brother.He hated all the attention I was getting and would pick a fight with me from time to time just to let my dad see that I was a monster.Every werewolf teenager got their wolf at the age of sixteen or seventeen but I have had symptoms of mine forever because of the incident.My grandfather hired people to train me to become the strongest alpha ever.I was trained physically and emotionally and soon I got used to the symptoms that came with my curse.Three days Before the day of my turning, my eye took a different shade. Kids in school thought I was cool with my new deep orange contact lenses.
Tulip had just shared the news to me about her pregnancy. I was so excited and scared at the same time but I was more excited than scared, knowing that I would have a new complete family that was built on love.I didn't know what to expect or what my child would be like but I would have been there to support my child at whatever cost, just like I was supported by my old men. I knew my brother had always been jealous of me but I never expected that he would go as far as declaring a war that could kill me, just to get what he wanted.He was supposed to be my beta but he rejected the position. I wasn't convinced that he would reject it, I just thought he was throwing his usual tantrums.Since our dad and grandfather died, he has made his feelings very clear. I guess they were the ones keeping him from running wild against me.Tulip was in my arms when I sensed smoke in the house. I didn't smell any wolf around so I was convinced that it was an electrical cable acting up.My brother had g
It's a full moon tonight. The nightmares are here again.I am at the table, inside a deserted factory. Seven men surround me and the moon gets brighter. My breathing is intensified, and the shadow comes creeping.It's the shadow of a monster. It is no tiger this time, it's a monster with two heads. One is the head of an infant, while the other is the head of a woman."You failed the one you loveYou failed the one you loveYou failed the one you love"The seven men Chant around me.My brother comes in in a red robe and starts laughing hysterically. I am weak.I can't move an inch.I know I'm in a nightmare but why can't I wake up? Fuckin sleep paralysis!These are my demons!This is what I have to deal with from time to time. I feel a strong pull lift me off the table and I wake to reality It's Gwen."Are you alright sir?" She asked in a worried tone.I'm fine Gwen, it's just a silly nightmare. I say"Who is Tulip?" She asks.The question took me by surprise. How did she know the n
They snarled at me like they wanted to fight so I had no choice but to give them what they were asking for.I jump at the first wolf and dig my teeth into his leg to paralyze him while the others attack me from the back. Now I sense that there are more than three wolves here. This is an ambush but by who?My speed is a huge advantage to me at the battle. I turned around swiftly and was able to push one off the hill. I howled loudly for the test of the pack around. I hope they come soon enough.I might have an idea of what this attack is all about but I do not sense an alpha here. Are they just carrying out attacks on their own?Another wolf is running at me. I slowly examine the movement vibrating towards us and catch him on his neck. I take my hands and separate his lower jaw from the upper, tearing it up in a vertical manner. Nasty shit. Since I became blind my means of killing has been rather brutal, blindness brought out the worst in me.Soon I sense some wolves coming. They are f
GwenHow dare he? I kept silent because if I said a word, I would burst into tears."Do you understand what I'm saying to you?" He said.I kept mute."Are you there?" He asked, "I'm talking to you and I need a response."I turned around and left his room banging the door behind me. "Gwen?" I could still hear him calling my name.What an asshole! Alpha NoahOkay, maybe I did too much or did I?Perhaps she's mad at me.I don't understand her. Did she realize how worried she left me?Hold on a minute, why did I get so worked up? Why did I go searching for her all through the night? I couldn't even sleep. No, I don't have feelings for her. She's a member of my pack and she also lives in my house. She is my responsibility.I should be the furious one here.She seems so upset I hope she's not thinking of leaving.What am I supposed to do now? Apologize? I can't do that. I can't apologize to a maid.Well I don't care if she's mad, she'll get over it. I'd rather have her mad at me than be i
GwenNow that I think about it, I think he cares about me. Did he go through all that stress for me? No wonder he was so worried. He thought something bad had happened to me and he was worried.Am I liking my boss? I know I had a feeling of attraction to him but could it be more than that? I don't think I should be feeling anything towards him. He is quite arrogant and I don't want anyone that would make me feel less of myself. I already had enough of that with Trent. But he's nothing like Trent. He tries not to show emotions by acting though but I can see right through all those emotions. He also cares and that's sweet.He called his house home for me. No no... Focus Gwen! Get your money and leave.Freedom freedom freedom. That's my logo for now. I need to leave boys alone and focus on myself, yes.I decided to go to study to see if I would find anything interesting. I'm glad that there is a study here because I love reading. The manor has everything one might be looking for.It h
GwenHe must hate me to get mad at the fact I made a little joke about us.Maybe I'm just not good enough for him, how will a common maid be good enough for the almightyNoah? I feel so stupid It's obvious that I am not good enough forever. It probably rolls with people whose family and name are unknown. I need to get back to reality, the reality of making as much money as I can and leaving this place to start anew.I could not sleep that night. All I thought about was how I had embarrassed myself before my boss. How do I face him now?Alpha NoahShe brought back some triggers. I was getting so carried away so I am glad she did.Does she think she is? No one and I mean no one can take the position of Tulip in my life. That position is not vacant and even if it is I'll rather leave it empty forever.That is the first free I have ever been with anyone without thinking of Tulip. I don't understand what is happening to me, I can't even see her but she makes me feel normal. She makes me feel