"I want you." Mariano's eyes darkened.
"Right now?"
"Yes. I always want you. I burn for you, Bella."
"This dress isn't very flexible. What if it tears?"
He growled impatiently. "Let's just skip this thing."
I giggled. "But its important." I admonished.
He sighed, then his eyes lit up, fixing on me. "Lift your dress." He ordered. "Spread your legs."
I gaped at him. "It will get all crumpled."
"I don't care."
"I do!" I whined. "I want to look good on my first mafia outing."
I excused myself to the ladies' room, touching up on my makeup, fixing my hair.A woman had followed in right after me. I remembered Mariano introducing her as Firia, someone's daughter.She applied her lipstick in the mirror as I checked to see if I looked okay."You think he's gonna fall in love you?" She questioned snarkly, turning to me. I gave her a blank look. "Do you know that he likes to hurt girls in bed?"No. I wouldn't let her do that to us."I was engaged to him two years ago." She said. Oh? "I'm sure he didn't tell you that.""You're lying." I pronounced."You're a lit
Mariano POVBella. Bella. Bella.My Bella.My Bella shimmied around the kitchen in my shirt, beating up eggs, tossing bacon on the pan, brewing coffee.My woman was making me breakfast. I couldn't be happier.Jesus, Firia had been right. Maybe I was part Neanderthal."Hey." I wrapped an arm around my Bella, pulling her close, nuzzling her neck."Hi." She replied. "Will omelettes do?"She could feed me burnt bread with an octopus and I wouldn't give a fuck, because she had made it.Maybe not the octopus. Nope.
Mariano answered my call at the first ring."Bella?""Hey.""Hey. I'm sorry. Am I forgiven?""Yes." I answered. I felt tears build up at the sound of his voice. I fucking hated that I could cry so easily. That I forgave him like this. "Am I?"God, I was so easy. I felt pathetic. Just forgiving him like this. He was in the wrong here. I should have not made this so easy for him."Why are you apologising? You have done nothing wrong.""I was too dramatic. I overreacted.""It's okay, Bella."
I had planned to watch the intervention from upstairs. I was still wearing Mariano's shirt, watching as Jace Ivankshov and Mariano conversed in a language that definitely wasn't Italian.Emilio leaned against a wall, looking bored out of his mind.Jace Ivankshov didn't look like a mafioso at all. He was wearing a dark blue collared shirt with a minions pattern on it, light wash jeans, and yellow, yes, yellow, sneakers.I giggled silently at his appearance.But the look on his face as he waspishly argued with my boyfriend chilled me to the bone.I decided to go back, because nothing interesting seemed to be happening. They were just talking and I couldn't hear most of it. So I turned
I looked at Abra as she tilted her head at Mariano and grinned. "Hi, Mariano."If I grinned like that I'd look like a fucking hyena. She was really pretty, in that very conventional way. Blonde hair. Blue eyes. Super skinny. I wasn't that skinny. I had a tummy, and flabby arms, and a little bit of what you might call thunder thighs. I know it is okay to not be skinny, and all bodies are beautiful, but I find it hard to implement on my own self. It is easy to follow body positivity for others, not so much for yourself.Abra didn't seem like someone who needed to tell herself her body was beautiful as it is. Mariano has dated so many girls that look just like her. Like Firia. Firia had been super beautiful and skinny too.A deeply unsettling feeling settled in my che
"Laaaandon!" I sang.He looked up from his notes and stared at me blankly. "Izz.""Do you wanna build a snowman?""No."I rolled my eyes at him. "Let's go get pizza.""Why don't you just order them?""I want to go out!" I whined. "Please!""I want to sleep, Izz." He sighed. I pouted at him, and he rolled his eyes, then stood up. "Come on. Let's get pizza."I faked crying, clutching my heart. "I love you, Landon."He pursed his lips, and dragged me to his motorbike, not saying any
There were certain things about Mariano that I didn't quite understand. I had thought I had him figured to the bone. There wasn't much to figure out, really. He was just a man who'd grown up seeing blood and gore, was a little dominating and possessive, and was an extremely passionate lover. But there were certain things that I couldn't figure out.Like his relationship with Abra.Or his relationship with Emilio.I wasn't the kind of girlfriend to prevent him from befriending other girls, but I just had such a bad feeling for Abra. I didn't like her at all.But I wouldn't say anything. I knew Mariano didn't like it when I hung out with Landon, or the fact that Aiden and I had seen each other naked a hundred times, even after growing u
I woke up in Mariano's arms. Things had changed between us after our date two days ago. I felt free. I felt more in love. I felt like I belonged with him.My body was sore from last night. He'd been more adventurous, more...demanding. I'd loved it."Good morning." He whispered in my ear. "How do you feel?""Sore." I confessed. "I'm aching all over.""Good." He said smugly. "I wouldn't have it any other way."I rolled my eyes. "Let me go, Mariano." I sang. "I have a morning class.""Can't you skip it?" He said lowly.I shook my head. He groaned. "Fine. Tell Tanner to bring you to th