Kabanata 24

KABANATA 24

IAN'S POV

Tinanaw ko ang dagat mula rito sa labas ng villa habang nararamdaman ko pa rin ang panginginig ng aking mga kamay. I had a second thought of helping Myca earlier not because I don't care about her but because the fear of being drown again has frightened me. I heaved a sigh to slightly adjust my breathing. My heart is beating so fast as if I am on a race just a moment ago. Akala ko ay madali lang para sa akin na makarecover pagkatapos ng lahat ng nangyari. Pero parang ayaw ko nang matulog pa at baka bangungutin na naman ako mamaya. As expected, that memory kept hunting me down.

Nag-iwas ako ng tingin at dumiretso sa loob ng villa para makapagbihis na. Umuulan pa rin nang malakas sa labas. I have no intention of asking anyone to rescue me from here. Not now. Hindi ko pa kayang harapin ang lahat. Ni hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko sa mga pinsan ko lalo na kay Fourth. He didn't ask me to put his men's lives first but I didn't also ask him that it would be okay if they