chapter thirty seven

Where is it?

I frantically search for my phone with a blurry vision. I need to call her. After tearing down my old room, I conclude that it isn't in here. Running out, I make my way quickly up the stairs crying. Barging into the new room I'm suppose to be sharing with Herman I start searching for it.

After going through what I assume is his bedside table I move to look through mine and sigh when I find it. Opening it quickly I place a call to italy but she doesn't answer.

"Mum please pick up," I whisper to the phone, willing her to pickup. When the operator passes the call to her line again for the seventh time and it goes straight to voicemail, I slump on the bed and opt upon leaving another message. "Hey mama.... it's me Thea and yes I'm crying. Just....just please call me back when you get this. I-i need you."

My voice breaks and I slump to the floor. My heart hurts and it seems to get worse by every phone call she doesn't pick up. What if something happened to her?

No no no, The