How did you guys get here?!

Ariel just closed her eyes tightly as tears dropped from them .

Her Mom wasn't someone to keep hammering on things unless she was really hurt.

She couldn't even start to imagine how deeply she must have hurt her Mom as she kept insisting on the same thing with tears dropping from her eyes as she talked.

Right now she just wanted to smack herself really hard for all she said.

She wished she could turn back the hands of time and go back to earlier and maybe gave a different reaction.

She wished she could just undo her actions and free her mom of Whatever pain she was feeling right now.

She knew it was easy for her mom to say she forgives her but she knew it wouldn't that easy for her to forget.

"I love you so much Mom" she whispered.

"I would never want you dead "

"If you're dead my life is pretty much over " she said.

"I sat at your bed everyday praying and crying that you come back to me "

"I never want to see you dead Mom " she whispered.

"It didn't seem like that to me earlier " he