Chapter 15

I'm not on my own all day. Spencer left. Even apologize to me is nothing. The thickness of his face when he apologizes to me. I will really cheapen him up to heaven.

I clenched my two fists as I thought of the brutal thing he did to me last night. Yes, that's brutal for me. I resent myself when I think of the shamelessness he did that. I just felt that my tears were dripping from that unforgivable event in my life that had happened for the first time.

That's the amount I'm thinking about now. Especially I am alone here in the condo. The night came when I locked myself in the room. I knew he was coming home now, and I didn't want to see or talk to him. I avoid him and— I am so angry with him. I am so angry... I hate him for the evil he has done to me unjustly.

He entered the bathroom to take a bath. I was watching because he was moving outside the room. I am especially hungry and I need to eat. My stomach is getting growled. Because I haven't had dinner before. I have no appetite. Unti