Chapter 27.2

#MTDC27: Falling Apart Pt.2

I feel like I was floating when I am on my way home. 

Sa buong oras na kasama ko ang mga kaibigan ko, umikot lang ang usapan tungkol sa Upright. I can’t be mad at Jovy just because he kept on talking about the issue and speculations about the band. Ayaw ko naman na pagbawalan siyang pag-usapan ang kung ano mang tungkol kay Red. If I will do that, magmumukha lang akong bitter. And aside from that, I know that my friends also care for the band. Lalo pa at napalapit din naman sila sa mga miyembro ng Upright noong college pa kami. 

While driving, my mind kept on thinking about the possibilities, and what Sasha told me at the basement parking earlier.

Hindi ko maipagkakaila na ako ang dahilan kung bakit nasasaktan siya ngayon. Red is broken because of me. Pinaasa siya ni Red kaya nasaktan siya. Red chose me over her, so she went to me and begged for me to let him go. 

If she