Falling…

Justin's POV

Sitting on a couch with a drink in my hand.. I sighed once more. I felt anxious or probably more than that, and the loud music in the club didn't help either.

Why? Why did I kiss her forcefully? Why did I ruin my chance of ever being Alpha.

She probably hates me now, and if there was a slight chance of my name being in her list.. she is definitely wiping it off.

"Justin." The lady beside me called in a flirtatious manner, her hands caressing my chest. Groaning inwardly, I grabbed her hand and took it off.

I told Xavier I didn't want any girls tonight, but he just wouldn't listen. I also did tell him I wanted a place to cool off, and all the club apparently— is where my best friend comes to cool off and he thinks that should apply to every living being.

Xavier refused me from going him, and so I decided to stay and drink. Maybe if I get myself so drunk I would be able to get her out of my head, even for just a second.

I know the Alpha position means a lot to me, but