22. Mine

Shani's POV

I was lost in his love, somehow the feeling of our love was surging uncontrollably through me. And that was when I was remembering all the pain that Rain shared with me previously.

He touched my hand making me shivered, the coldness, the sorrow of his loss was beyond what I've ever experienced. It was far greater than the feeling when my parents were taken too soon from me.

I could feel the hollow of his heart, and now all the feelings were jumbled up inside myself. The moment that Arkael gave me his all without any barrier, the fear of me having his baby wasn't the only thing I felt. This wasn't the first time that he was bare.

Hours later after spending more time with him, I started to realize that it was the fear of losing him which hits me the hardest. I knew deep down that I wouldn't be as strong as Rain. What if my elders decided to take him away, I must do something abou