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XanderI'll never be yours Xander you don't know what a mate is.....I'll never be yours Xander you don't know what a mate...I'll never be yours, XanderI'll never be yours, XanderI'll never be yours, Xander.I broke hearing those words I bent down on my knees and let out a loud howl"We lost our mate" my wolf whimpered"you made me lose my mate" my wolf was whiningI let tears slip down my face I lost my mate because of my stupidity I have no one to blame but myself I fucked up. I don't know what I'll do without my mate.Human! This one word made me lose my head and mate, I think it's true you value something, only when you lose it, and I have lost everything!3 days have passed and still nothing about her, my wolf is roaming, in the back of my head like a caged beast, if we do not find her he might abandon me."There is no might, you stupid human, yes human because that's what you will be too, without me!" he sneeredWell, would it matter when my mate has already abandoned me?"you
LifeI am walking in the rose garden with Xander hand in hand and occasionally he kisses the back of my hand and I think that is the sweetest gesture ever.From the day he asked for another chance he became my own Cupcake, he didn't let me walk back he gave me a piggy ride then he tended to the scrapes on my knees and hands and kissed my forehead. He has not kissed me on the lips since that day. He always gives me small pecks on the cheeks or hand or head but never lips, he is trying to show me that he is sincere with small gestures and I think it is sweet but I somehow still have a few reservations, he turned 360 degrees and how was that possible, but Rose told me that, that's how the mate bond works, the moment he accepts me as his mate, he will practically do anything for me like Jake does, but...."what are you thinking? " he asked from beside me"nothing special ""Whatever you do is special to me"Oh god, why wasn't he like this from the start?I blushAnd he pokes my cheeks"aw
Life"life! Life where are you? ""in here"I don't know what happened but Xander has become more protective of me every morning he has to see me. Once I was in the bathroom and he screamed at everyone even rose was in tears. I sigh seriously what's wrong with him"there you are " and he kisses me on my lips and forehead then enfolds me in his armsHe smells good hmm.I need to ask him though and I am worried he will overreact againYou need to have courage babydoll"easy for you to say ""gutless spine"Seriously I fight with myself only most of the time"Xander?""hmm""I was thinking that I should go-""you are not going anywhere! What did I do wrong " he raises his voice and shakes me a little"Xander you didn't do anything -""then where do you want to go and why? ""let her speak alpha," said roseAt the door of my room, Jake rose and Blake was standing all of them had amused expressions well what can I say welcome to the world of overprotective Xander. I sigh."oh yea " he scrat
LifeWoah! What the fuck is she talking about me? life giver! Huh?Xander had become very still beside me as if he had seen a ghost"Xander, Xander Xander! " his mother waved her hand in front of him to bring him back to reality"what the fuck are you talking about Mom!? " he burst out"come on let us sit, I'll explain you'll everything "We all sat on the couch in Xander's office waiting for his mother to explain her statement frankly I was freaked out what the hell did she mean by that statement"so I went to meet Elder Edward about the condition you told me I had to ask him if he knew anything about this and he told me there was this prophecy 50 years ago -""prophecy what is that? " I asked them seriously these people are freaky"It is like a fortune teller love" Xander expla
XanderSince she told me about this guy Alex who broke her heart and that she loved him, my mate, she loved him!I wasn't able to let it go I kept thinking about it, I know there are more important matters in life, my Life being able to give life or something but my wolf would not stop whimpering about my mate in love before and guy turning to be an a-holeOur mate!Whatever XavierOur mate likes me better than you anyway!No, she doesn't. She hasn't even seen youShe has!No, she hasn't not properlyAnd whose fault is that? He huffed wagging his taleSeriously my wolf is lovesickAnd you aren't! Who keeps thinking about Alex?Yea thatI was sulking when life came in, I know it wasn't her
XanderJake and Rose left to bring Life's mom because Life believed her mom may help us with this dilemma and then there was that letterI have that letter still with me safely tucked in my jeans pocket I don't want to worry about life but I think she must be aware I don't want to restrict her I just want her to be carefulLife has become the center of my universe her smile can light my day her tears can dull my day and her smile can just make the day a little brighterYou sound like a cheesy guy from an even cheesier movieI do not!Yes, you do! When am I going to meet my mate I haven't met her yet! He whinedMy wolf whines a lotYou know I can hear you. He said hummingThere was a knock on the door and life entered.**Life
LifeI had to endure 3 hrs of continuous parading in front of Xander.The man in question however enjoyed himself immensely.I tried gown after gown.Blue.red.pink.purple.yellow.orange. greenWhich color I didn't try!?He just sat there behaving like a king while I endured gowns"you know you can look less smug! " I snapped"but I love seeing you in beautiful gowns you look exceptionally edible," he said with a grinEdible!"I am not food!""you'd make a mighty fine morsel though "For effect, the blasted man even licked his lips"I said-""your body I could just devour for hours I can even eat you if you know what I mean is-""Xander! What's wrong with you"He gave me
XanderI and Life were walking in the forest my wolf needed a run he was getting restless I had not been able to give him a good run for the past couple of days as I was busy with pack duty and preparing for the visit of Elder Edward who could help us with life's powers hopefully by tomorrow even Jake and rose will return with life's mom who could help us too hopefully."When will I see your wolf I know I have seen him but that was a long time ago and then you didn't let me see him is he wild? Is he big? Is he scary? I know he is whitish grey but you know you didn't ---- well will he like me?"Life completed one of her infamous rants finally when I told her I'd be going for a run she tagged along she seemed very excited to meet Xavier she was almost bubbling with excitement