Natasha's POV'I own you'Valerian's words keep on playing and playing inside my mind like a boomerang.Non-stop.I slightly gasped when Valerian started tracing my collarbone with his fingers.I hate that the shivers he is giving me with his touch feel good in some way.It feels so good that I want to slap myself for feeling this way."Valerian--" I gasped when he suddenly replaced his fingers with his lips.I can feel his hot breath on my skin as he planted soft and most kisses all over my collarbone.Shit.I could just throw my head back as I feel the sensation of what he is doing to me."U-ugh--" I gripped the bedsheets when Valerian softly suck the skin in my collarbone."You like that, huh?" he whispered.I want to deny it. I want to tell him that I don't like it and I despise him but my body is just betraying me right now.These feelings-- sensations are all foreign to me and I didn't know that they feel so good.So fucking good."You like it, Natasha?" Valerian repeated.I lis
Natasha's POVWe're sitting in this beautiful resto inside the mall having breakfast but I can't help but think about what Elyse saw when she hold my hand.As she said, it wasn't clear but it is still something and I really wonder what is it. It can be something interesting or something about me-- something important.I need to know what is it but I don't know how to ask Elyse because she already dismissed the topic and I don't want to bug her because we were just getting along just now and we might end up trying to kill each other again if ever.Now that I think about it, if I were to stay with Valerian or in his lair, I need an ally, or at least just someone I can run to if things get ugly.I mean, of course, I can't say that I can trust Elyse for now since we don't know each other that much yet and he's Valerian's sister but she can be that someone.She might give off rich bitchy vibes but she's nice after all. We just happened to meet in the wrong situation and scenario. I think I
Natasha's POV"I'm not going to go inside and greet my brother anymore, it's already getting really late," Elyse said.I just nodded at her.Just like what Elyse said, it's already getting late. When I thought we were going home after shopping for clothes, I was wrong. Elyse would drag me to another boutique and another and another that I lost count of how many boutiques we went to anymore. We would also go to different expensive shops and restaurants that we didn't notice the time.It was already dark outside when we went out of the mall.We were both so tired after but I can say that it was worth it. It's the first time I did something like what we did back in the mall, and I really enjoyed Elyse's company, and I'm confident to say that she enjoyed my company too. She may be didn't tell me directly and verbally- she showed me; which is far better than saying it.It's like I have a new best friend of all of a sudden. It's like she's a replacement for Sayna while I'm here.If only I'
Natasha's POVIt's been three days.For three days I've been locked inside my room. I don't want to go out because I don't think I can face Valerian after what he did.Also, three days that I haven't eaten anything.After what happened-- after Valerian let go of me, I managed to move and I quickly ran up to my room.I didn't shut down or anything, it's just that I don't know what I'm feeling after that. I can't process shit for days. And all thanks to Valerian Fenrir.I always hear him leave at day and go to his work-- I think-- and I actually have the chance to leave whenever he's not home but I know I can't and I know I shouldn't.Again and again, I can't go home until I succeed with my plan. Also, one of the reasons is that Valerian told me that we will hunt me and I know he surely will. I don't want to put my family and friends in danger.I got to get out of this mess the other way.I buried my face in the pillow and let out a groan.Except for the fact that I haven't eaten anythi
Natasha's POV"Oh My Gosh!" Elyse's eyes widened the moment I opened the bathroom door and revealed myself.She held both my arms and twirled me around while looking at me intently."You are stunning," she mutters. "You are so beautiful."I can't help but smile genuinely at her words.It's just so overwhelming, and she makes me feel so beautiful.I really didn't put much attention to how I looked in the past years because I was too busy obeying the orders of my father and trying to make him proud. I really didn't have much time for myself.And right now, doing things that a woman my age should do is overwhelming.I didn't realize how boring my life was in cargo pants and a shirt; busy training all day and doing work.It's nice that I get to experience things like this right now and all things to Elyse, Valerian Fenrir's sister.The bright side of all this that is happening to me-- everything with Valerian-- is that I get to have a person like Elyse in my life even though I know it's j
Natasha's POVI cleared my throat as I looked at Valerian."Why can't I go with Elyse?" I can't help but ask.He said we have something important to do but I don't remember agreeing into doing something with him. And the last time I checked, we didn't talk after what happened."And what is that important thing are we doing?" I added.Valerian looked at me straight into my eyes and I have to avert my gaze and avoid his intense stare."You can't go out looking like that," Valerian spoke.I creased my forehead at him."Looking like what?"Valerian gazed at me from head to toe. "Men are going to gawk at you.""What?""Oh, Natasha. You're not stupid."I looked at him unbelievably. "What is your problem?"Valerian's eyes darkened as his jaw tensed. "I don't want people looking at what is mine."I was taken aback by what he said.Fucking Valerian Fenrir.I drew a deep breath. "What is yours? You-- you don't own me, Valerian."Amusement struck Valerian's face as he let out a low chuckle."Rea
Natasha's POV"I'm asking you a few years, Natasha."Years.I have years for me to complete my mission and can finally go home.My father didn't set a certain time for me to do my mission and I guess this will be fine?I have to admit that Valerian is hard to kill and he's giving me the opportunity to do it effortlessly. He's literally handing me my success."A few years? 3 or 5 years?" I asked."That works," he responded. "Just give me time.""What guarantee you're going to do what you said?" I questioned.I shouldn't just believe and trust Valerian easily. He showed me what he's capable of doing and he's really good at deceiving.I should know that."You have my words," he replied. "And I'm doing this for Elyse."I still have doubt about what he wants but hearing the name of Elyse, I know he's serious about it and truthful.I may not know a lot about them as siblings but I can tell that Valerian really loves his sister. I mean, for him to do something like this. The willingness to g
Natasha's POVMy cheeks heated up when I saw Valerian's hand on my waist.I cleared my throat as I quickly stand up straight and moved away from him like as if I was electrified.I went back to the chair and sat down."What was that?" I heard Valerian ask.I looked up at him and saw that his eyes are focused on the front of his laptop."What was what?" I asked back, playing dumb.Valerian suddenly looked up at me. I quickly averted his gaze.He creased his forehead at me. "You have amnesia now?"I furrowed my eyebrows. "What?""What you just did, Natasha. Being clingy out of nowhere.""What?" I automatically reacted. "I'm not being clingy.""Then what was that? You suddenly realized you don't hate me anymore?" he retorted.I heaved a sigh. "When I asked you if Elyse go here, you said yes. It has benefits to show every people here that we're really serious about each other. The news will surely reach Elyse and as you've said, she will be delighted."Valerian nodded as he stood up."Whe