60. Not The Same Feeling

"Can you just listen to me for a second?" I turned to look at my mate who had a troubled expression.

It was not like I didn't want to hear him out or I was angry with him. It was just sad that he remembered lying to himself and from me too.

I tried to believe him, ignoring my mind but I just couldn't do it anymore. He needed time and space, but he didn't wanna say it. I think I might do it myself then, stay away from him for a while.

Sure by reading the diary he knew what had happened and what he was missing but the feelings, they won't come back just by reading a book.

He knew I was the Stella who used to play with him and now I was his mate, but still, the trust and love that had grown between us over a year weren't the same now.

He said he was okay, but he wasn't.

"What do you want to say?" I asked facing him, we were currently in our room and it was nearly evening.

"I was telling you that beca