(HIKARI's POV) When I wake up from the terrible noise of continually buzzing alarm clock, white light slips through the slats on the blind. I spat down the clock, peace to my ears, silence to the room. The rain is finally gone, it's work accomplished. The room is warm, smelling of a sweet ambiance, rain-like. My head was full of him. It didn't seem real, none of it did. Last night was incredibly amazing, a beautiful fantasy fulfilled. I stretch my arms as I wake and sit on my bed. The days stretches out ahead of me, so many empty hours to fill in with work. I was about to continue my normal routine when suddenly it hit me. It was raining last night, I was drenched, I fell asleep in the car as I remember. I don't remember coming back to the room. Did he carry me here? Was I too heavy? I move my hands over my body as I stand in front of the mirror, thinking of how I he must've carried me. Wait! It suddenly struck me. Something of far more importance than was I heavy when he carried
It's been two days since we last talked properly. We've barely conversed, only a few waves of 'hello' and few words of work and that's it. It's not that he doesn't want to talk, or I don't wish to, it's just that we've all been behind schedule and hard-pressed.As the break is now over, Everyone has been extremely busy with dance practices, working on new albums, concert dates, award shows and what not. I had forgotten they were idols after all, I've been too captivated with my own fantasy fulfillment that I entirely lost sight of my purpose.Tomorrow's the first fansign after the break, I have to accompany them everywhere of course so I'll have to go to the fansign too.So exhausting, I sigh at the thought of the amount of work I have to do.I'm going to meet the staff members too tomorrow, they already know about me,I'm not a discreet person for the staff. Daichi-san has already informed them of the situation and thus saved me from all the explanation.______________________________
(TAEHYUNG'S POV)I paced towards where Kyo was and slammed him against the wall."DON'T YOU DARE DO THAT TO HER AGAIN!" I yelled into his face, I don't know what had gotten into me but I couldn't bare Kyo seducing her at all. I knew he did it"Are you being protective of her? Why does it even matter if I get her to sleep with me? We've done this several times-""SHE'S MINE" I grit my teeth as I let go of him, "Don't touch her" I sighed as I calmed myself down, I've never been possessive over a human before. I mean I have but not like this."I'm sorry" I shouldn't have been this aggressive with Kyo. "Nevermind, but is there something you aren't telling us?" I glanced at Kyo's as he asked. I know something's going on with me but I can't be sure of it. So for now, it's better to not worry them."No, let's get in the car."--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------(HIKARI'S POV)The drive to the destination was not a sil
After the fanmeet was over, I went into Taehyung's dressing room. Fortunately he was alone."Taehyung" I called out his name on the verge of tears, he turned around sharply."Oh hey! didn't see you there" he began"Of course you didn't! What's wrong with you? Do I mean nothing to you but a servant? Should I just leave? Oh wait I can't cause the contract says I have to do the work for a year and you just-""Woah! Hold up?" he started walking towards me with his hands raised as though trying to defend himself."What's all this supposed to be about?" he genuinely looked confused."Didn't mean to bother you. What's that supposed to mean?" before he could answer I continued "Talking so flirtatiously with your make up artist...what's her name again.. Yuna...what's that supposed to mean. Did us going to Serendipity mean nothing? Did that" I stopped before saying that, rethinking about it but said it anyways "did that kiss mean nothing to you Tae?"I swear I could cry any minute now. But I wa
The days following the incident comprising of Kenma witnessing Taehyung kissing me and Taehyung being all calm about it, were not so good.My interactions with Kenma had been filled with awkwardness ever since that day.I couldn't avoid Kenma obviously as we resided in the same place.and I couldn't avoid Taehyung as well for the same reason again.Taehyung would always bump into my shoulder intentionally and then give me his boxy-smile which I had to return with a happy, genuine smile myself. He naturally made me feel good, there's no denying that.Where as Kenma started avoiding making eye contact with me and tried to talk to me as less as possible.The fanmeets were always boring for me, the fans enjoyed talking to the members and watching them goofing around while I just had to collect what the fans brought for them and just sit and pass time till the fan meet was over.Suddenly an idea popped in my head!What if, I giggled to myself, yes that's exactly what I'm going to do!!It's
(The day of the Fanmeet)I woke up early and quickly showered and brushed my teeth. I put on a plain top and jeans, not bothering about my outfit because I'm going for shopping. I giggled at that thought.I quickly made breakfast for everyone and placed a small note on the table along with the breakfast."Hope you enjoy the breakfast and the Fanmeet "And I left the house after that. I walked towards the nearest mall, which was a 15 minute walk from the house.I entered the mall and looked for an eye catching, gorgeous outfit.And there it was, hanging gloriously, waiting for me to come pick it up and wear it.I grabbed at the first sight and payed for it, I had to pay 90,000 won(Korean currency) for it. But money was never a problem for me.I also grabbed a few accessories, a pair of earrings and 2 rings along with a pretty bracelet.There was this Bracelet offer for couples, they were two of a kind, both looking almost the same, except that the girl's was slightly thinner with a whi
___________________________________All the members didn't notice that it was me except for Jin who was sitting right beside Namhyuk.He kept looking at me in between, still surprised with me being there as a fan. I smiled at him and he returned the smile.While I was still talking to Namhyuk, Jin accidentally threw a Photo at me, it hit me in the head."Ahh Jin, why would you do that~" I started whining, Jin was taken aback and he genuinely felt bad about his unintentional deeds, even though it was an accidental event, He got up and caressed my hair "I'M SO SORRY!!" he said politely "Are you fine" he was so seriously concerned, he made me feel bad"I'm fine-" just as I was reassuring Jin that I was in fact alright, Taehyung approached us with a mic in his hand."How dare you hit my husba-" he took back his words as he realized he made a mistake while saying so "I almost said husband." Orbs giggled at him fumbling on words "How dare you hit my wife" He fake slapped Jin on the back and
The next member was Hobi, sitting in the middle while Kenma sitting at the end.Also I noticed that Tae now wasn't sitting on Hobi's left but Yuki was and Kenma and Tae were sitting together."Hey there beautiful!" Hobi smiled at me, his personality always made me happy, he gives away such good vibes that I always automatically go into a happy mood whenever I'm around him."Heyyy" I pushed back my hair, tugging it behind my ear while speaking."So this what you escaped for huh?" he gave me a fake angry look."I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to but" I pretended to be sad. We were just playing along and it was kinda fun. We soon ended our fun act and I moved on to Yuki.Yuki, can be sweet sometimes. He usually doesn't hold hands with fans so i wasn't expecting anything more from him than just a wave but unexpectedly he held hands with me and gave them a squeeze as well."Hi yuki-kun" I looked at him " did you like the breakfast?""Yah...it was fine...but" he looked down as though sad "it wa