It's been 2 days since I've properly talked to the members, that night everyone was really upset about us being so careless.The next day they had their last shoot and Tae was really sleepy and dizzy so they had to cancel the shoot. Namhyuk and Jin somehow convinced the staff and the managers that Tae was actually up all night practicing his vocals and his steps that he got very little sleep and was now in almost no condition to perform, so they had to postpone the shoot to the next day.Everyone was so understanding, they simply agreed to continue the shoot later as they were worried about Tae's health.The shoot was now over, which took place yesterday and today the MV will be out.I felt so guilty that the date had to be postponed because of me, that Tae was sleepy because of me. I knew we shouldn't have gone out.While I was busy with blaming and guilting myself as I felt culpable, I heard a gentle knock on my door and I quickly wiped off a tear or two that had secretly found thei
I walked around the void roads, I crossed my arms and continued walking around in circles, anticipating his arrival.Soon a car stopped in front of me, and without another thought I got into the front seat."Long time no see" He faced me and tilted his head."Shut up Oikawa" I huffed impatiently"What is it that you want to talk about?" I sat facing him.He stopped the car and I almost fell into the space below the dashboard.He giggled slightly and then instantly turning into a serious mode."Well, it's been more than 3 months since you commenced with your mission, hasn't it?" I could tell already that whatever it was that he wanted to talk about, wasn't a good news."I'm very well aware of that" I rolled my eyes and shook my head."Well then I hope you remember too that your TIME IS ALMOST UP!" he yelled out his last words, causing me to flinch and focusing my full attention towards him."I know that too" I looked down and then outside the window, biting my lip out of nervousness."
The following day was a Fanmeet for the release of their latest album.I decided to attend as a fan again, it had now become a customary affair.While I was busy with my thoughts I saw a fangirl putting on some clippers on Tae's head, and him later holding her hands, a sharp pain striked my heart, but I let it be.I shouldn't be this possessive over him, he'll feel bad if I act this way.And so I shrug it off, but then I see him getting so close to a Fan's face, she wasn't looking him in the eye I guess, so Tae moved closer to her.This is so not done. I was really pissed off at him.It was my turn to go on for the meeting, and so I went talking to Namhyuk, then Jin, then , Hobi, then Yuki and then Kyo, who was sitting near Taehyung."Hey Kyoie~" I smiled widely and he returned the smile accompanied by a giggle."Someone's in a good mood today." He said looking at all my chirpiness.I gestured him to get closer to me."I'm trying to make Tae jealous" I whispered in his ear.Kyo giggle
(After the Fanmeet)I kind of felt bad for being jealous, I always am, whenever he goes to award functions, whenever he has a concert and fanmeets."I am sorry" I sigh heavily "You assure me literally everyday that I have no reasons to be jealous, yet I end up being so." I frowned a little on saying that."Well, you haven't seen him being possessive yet" Kenma chuckled and smacked Taehyung on his back playfully."Kenma don't sit too close to her" Kyo mimicked Taehyung."Why do you text her? Only I can text her" Kyo continued while all of us laughed at the accuracy of his mimicry, and Taehyung turning red just added up to the fun of the moment."Is that true Taehyung?" I said and leaned against Kenma.He swiftly grabbed me and pulled me towards himself such that my back was against his chest and he lowered his face to whisper in my way"Yes, it is. You got any problems with that?" he spoke in a low husky voice, and I could tell easily that I've got goosebumps already."u-umm n-no" I co
I don't know how much longer could I stay this way, around them and around him. But till what time I'm left with, I'd like to make the most of it.Today was a 'Monday', and I had to do tons of work, house chores to be explicit. They were out for their new album related work and I was at home, cleaning every corner of the house. But I didn't mind doing so, they worked so hard, so strenuously that it motivated me to take up the arduous task of cleaning as well.So I scoured every inch of the kitchen, dusted off all the spider webs in all corners of the house, laundered the mountains of clothes and scrubbed cleaned the floor along with cleansing the dishes and leveled the grass on the roof lawn.I'd started working at 10 in the morning and by the time I finished it was 6 already.I sighed deepily and jumped on to the sofa to relax a bit. Just as I was about to doze off, the pitter-patter of the rain filled my ears, it seemed to grow heavier by the minute and being a Pluviophile, I couldn
____________________________________"TAEHYUNG!" I barged into the room only to regret what I say next.I guess I should've knocked first.It was definitely the fault of timing, that's all.Taehyung was just out of the shower and was apparently changing into his bedtime clothes when I entered the room."You okay?" Taehyung smirked and continued wearing clothes.On that I realized that I had been staring at him for a while, so I shook my head out of embarrassment and turned and left the room.I stood outside his room, leaning on the door, the scenes from a minute ago replaying in my mind, causing blood to rush to my face.While I was lost in my thoughts, the support of the door from behind my back suddenly disappeared, resulting in me fumbling back, falling into the void, anticipating a bad fall on the ground and so I crunched my eyes and let out a small Yelp but,the pain of hitting the cold hard ground never came.Instead I felt myself in something or rather someone comforting, his a
After what seemed like a good 10 minutes we stopped, he moved away from me and I looked away."You talk a lot, don't you?" he smirked and put forward his hand."So shall we talk now?" I nodded and took his hand. I was kind of dizzy from the 'kissing' session we just had, and so I was walking in a daze."Careful." He giggled and held me by my shoulder."I'm fine" I said and tried my best to walk properly.While we were walking towards his room or mine, I wasn't quite sure, I was contemplating how everything happened so quick and might as well end abruptly.Just a few months back, I was a normal army living my life peacefully, no drama, no adventure, until I met him at the store, until I was assigned with a mission, until he became mine, and until bangtan became more like a family.I would give anything to keep it like this, but deep inside I knew, that this reality won't be true for much longer.I sighed unknowingly."Something wrong?" Taehyung asked me and I shook my head. We had reac
The next morning I woke up early, I was extremely chirpy and filled with excitement today. Today I am going to meet RYUSEI!!! I jumped and smiled at the thought but then suddenly I stopped and took a deep breath and calmed myself down thinking about my conversation with Taehyung last night. I put up a poker face and washed myself up and walked out of the shower room and stood in front of the closet."Let's just wear something plain…" I said to myself in a monotonous tone trying to show no signs of happiness or excitement.I took a look at the dresses and outfits hanging in the closet, the prettiest of them calling out to me, urging to wear them.I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked at how hard I was trying to suppress the exhilaration of meeting a person I've only seen in movies and admired all my life.A smile slowly creeped up my face,"Who am I kidding!" I let out a chuckle and turned back to the closet and picked out the most eye-catching, ravishing, alluring dress and chang