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Chapter 23
I am currently in a luxurious hotel room owned by me. But all I could feel was the desperate longing. But I don't know what the longing is for.
Maybe for the family. Maybe for friendship. Maybe for love.
I smiled. Love? That is a word that shouldn't be in my life. It was never there and I didn't and don't want to expect now either. I believe love is just an illusion. It changes for every person every minute. Love is untrustworthy. Yet everyone wants to feel that illusion and live in it.
My karma. It is pathetic to even think about love. Maybe I don't really deserve love. I don't deserve kindness. I don't deserve to be understood. I don't deserve compassion. It is for maybe for some people. I'm not meant to get those. I think God created me while th
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Pain That is just the beginning. I don't even know how she would take the information I'm going to spew right now. Well, you wouldn't know unless you see it…….. right? "The torture continued like for years. It started when I was ten years old. Whenever my mom was sober she would cry and hug saying sorry repeatedly. I couldn't even comprehend what is going on. She used to try." I said to her. I know my eyes must be blank. Showing my emotions is difficult for me. Whenever I feel vulnerable with others I immediately close up in fear of rejection. I fear that they don't accept me because of my past. "She used to really try to not come addicted. But every fucking time she tries and I begin to hope that bastard used to drug her again and she is back to that phase again. It was fucking torture to see her like that. The thing that pained me the most is seeing her like that more than the abuse I had gone throu
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Memories and reality And that is where he came. Just thinking about him is enough to bring a smile to my face. "He came like a guardian angel. One moment I was on the edge point. Just a second away from dying and the next moment I was in his arms sobbing like a baby as he cradled like one whispering sweet things to me. I sobbed to the point of the unconsciousness. I just let it all out. The years of abuse, rape and live with drug dealers. I just let it all out. I didn't even care that he is a stranger to me. In that one moment when I was in his I felt comforted, I felt safe, I felt protected and that is enough for me to let it all out. His shirt is wet from my tears. He didn't ask me why. He didn't scold me. He didn't shout at me. He, instead, did the opposite." I said to her. For a moment, remembering everything made me believe like that. I want that. I want to be in his arms again. For a momen
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GriefI scowled at her."You already know him? You should have said to me when I asked you first when I even told you the plan or at least when I told you that we had to meet him. At least when called you pea sized brain." I scowled at her, lifting my hands in exasperation. And then I kept my hands on my hips as I glared at her which didn't even scare her one bit. Instead, she looked smug like a fox with a smirk on her face that I really want to rub right now.And she actually has the audacity of waving me off without any concerns. That bitch. My scowl only deepened more."Listen, I tried to say to you, okay? And if I say it at first, where is the fun there?" She asked, to which I glared more. If a glare could kill, I know she would at least be four feet down on the earth. Knowing her, I know she would glare at the earth to get up or she would kill the earth too and when she finally did, she would sm
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