Chapter -40

''Make me yours Avi.'' I said to him.

''Tani..no..i........'' Shhh....'' Turning towards him i place my finger on his lips to shut him up for further saying. I don't if in future i can gather my courage or not. So, i hug him tight, placing my head on his chest and said to him

''I know what you're thinking. So, my answer is no it's not because of you. It's because of me. I know you did not care about my past but Avi it still haunt me...Tani... No Avi let me say this.'' I said to him when he tried to interrupt me in the middle. So, i continue saying

''Avi my past still haunt me. How much i try i just can't forget it. I feel so dirty and disgusted by myself. You know why i take a lot of time in taking bath because i thought if i rubbed myself it'll wash away. But you know its..it's doesn't fade away. That's why i want you to touch me. Make love to me. I want to feel pure with your touch. I want you t