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It had been an hour after Henry and Louisa arrived home, and it was Henry who still didn't say anything. Henry couldn't understand what was going on in his mind right now. There is a sense of insecurity and displeasure. In his room, Henry was pensive on the bed, staring at the ceiling. In his heart he was endlessly wondering about what he really felt right now.

“I don't know… dammit. Why am I like this now? And what is this feeling? I don't even know what it is..." Henry muttered in annoyance.

Henry sat up from his reclining position with a quick movement. His face was wrinkled and he still looked annoyed. But the palm of his right hand began to rise and rubbed his face. "It seems I've lost my mind now. When I saw Lenore earlier, I felt... like I was rivaled. And damn, I'm not supposed to feel that way. Especially to Lenore or Miss Louisa. But… but when Miss Louisa asked me to leave her with him, I started to feel disappointed. And I can't help it.”

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