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This morning, Louisa decided to just stay at home. Don't want to do anything either. Still wearing her pajama sleep, she was lost in thoughts that felt very frantic. She still didn't understand everything that was happening right now to her. Of course. Everything changes. What was fine at first, now, for Louisa nothing was okay. And Louisa felt so overwhelmed. She tries sobhard to overcome everything that she is feeling as well as what she is thinking. But everything feels just in vain.

Louisa was holding the wine bottle in her right hand. She was currently on the balcony of her room, alone. Henry, it's been almost two hours away from Louisa's house for the reasons that even Louisa doesn't want to know. Louisa couldn't even sleep well last night thinking about the things that Henry and Jane had talked about. She had never thought that between Henry and Jane there was something going on. She couldn't even bear to just imagine about it. Louisa took a deep breath. She felt so weak becaus