17 - No Longer

17

"Stay there!" I screamed and took the fork to point at him when he entered the kitchen, but my whole face crumpled when I just heard his low chuckle. Like, what I am doing is kind of laughing.

He didn't sleep in the room after that. He went out and let me sleep alone in his room after what he did. I didn't sleep well and just ended up cursing myself for not doing anything and letting him do it.

I was so mad at myself because, to be honest, I liked what he did. I was very angry at myself for enjoying what he did to me. Nakakahiya ako.

Pero hindi man lang siya natakot sa pagtutok ko sa kanya ng tinidor. He even smiled at me. Nakakainis ang mukha niya!

Gago! Sino naman kasing matatakot sa tinidor? He is a good fighter ba kahit naman isang kutsilyo pa ang itutok ko ay balewala iyon. Ilang taon na ang nakalipas, pero naalala ko pa rin ang nangyare noong kikidnapin namin siya.

Wala bang baril dito? Nang matuluyan ko ng barilin ang isang 'to. Gusto kong gamitin ang salitang kasal na ako