Chapter 80

Ethan's POV

Heavy pants eluded my mouth with my whole body glistening with sweat. I had pushed myself past my normal limit this morning in the gym.

All I knew was that I needed something that would exert a lot of energy from me and I got it.

Surprisingly though, A whole lot of sh*t went down in my life in just a matter of two weeks than it has in years.

Sleeping now looks like a very gruesome thing to do, it's not like I sleep that much before though, it's just that it's now so hard.

The only time I slept sound and woke up the next day without waking up in the middle of the night due to nightmares was the day Anast-.

No, I can't think of her, I can't say her name from my mouth.

The craziest thing about all these is that despite what went down with her, i find myself even thinking about her more, it's like i can't do anything without seeing her face or anything at all that would just make me start thinking about her.

The last time I heard her voice or saw her was the night I told her