Chapter 1442

At that time, Luther hated himself.

Matthew's expression remained unchanged. Knowing Luther sought treatment for excessive control and possessiveness, he anticipated that much. After all, ordinary control and possessiveness would not require medical attention.

"Why didn't you act on these thoughts?" Matthew asked, getting to the core of why he posed the question in the first place.

"I don't know. Perhaps I didn't want to see her frightened or crying, or maybe she's too wonderful, and I couldn't bear to treat her that way," Luther admitted.

Luther did not have a clear answer to the specific reasons, only that each time he contemplated extreme actions, a strong sense of condemnation arose within him. It was these fluctuating emotions that led to his increasing emotional instability and the decision to consult a doctor.

"And now?" Matthew inquired.

"Now, there are still some emotions in that regard, but I can control them. More importantly, I want to make her happy," Luther reveal