NATHAN We took the elevator to the parking lot."I'm not going to your house. If you want to talk, start talking," she says, stopping."Are you afraid to go with me?""Do you think I'm going to deny the desire I feel for you? I'm not. But I prefer to avoid your seduction games. Let's be practical," she says, crossing her arms over her chest."Is it because of Mia?""Please," she rolls her eyes."You accepted the agreement.""Fuck the agreement. I don't want it anymore. It's simple.""Why?""For everything. But mostly for myself. I don't want to do this anymore.""Kate...""Please. I want you to respect my decision. And don't worry, we know that there are many women who...""Don't be ridiculous!""Fuck, I want more, Ryan! And you can't give me more. If I ever want to have a relationship with someone, I don't want it to be like this... hiding from people, like I'm doing something wrong. That's all. And you shouldn't care so much.""You want more? What do you want? A damn relationship,
KATEI think I am starting to sweat, but I am enjoying myself in a way I have not enjoyed in a long time. I close my eyes. More turned on with every touch. I could feel Oliver's arousal against my ass as we danced. I don't know what is happening to me. Oh God! How much have I drunk? "Do you want to go somewhere else?" he whispers in my ear before I can answer. Before I can respond, someone grabs my arm and pulls me forcefully backward, then pushes against Oliver with great force, making him bump into people. "Don't touch her!" Nathan yells. I can't think, so I step forward, taking his front before Oliver retaliates or he attacks him. "Stop it now!" I stare at him in fear. "Who's this guy?" Oliver says. "I'll show you, you idiot!" "No!" Damn it! I try to hold Nathan in a nearly futile way. "What's going on?" Stephan appears. "Take him out of here now," I ask him. "You're crazy, Nathan?" Stephan tries to pull him away. "Let me go. I'm not going anywhere." Damn it, the people
NATHAN"I don't know what you were thinking," Stephan says, sinking into the couch. "It was such a hassle for me to clean up the mess you caused. The last time I saw you like that was in high school, remember? When you broke Queen's nose. But what was the reason again? Did he steal one of your girlfriends?" I wonder how I'm going to work with this damn headache."Are you going to stay here?" Stephan asks."Are you sure you don't like her?""I have to go. Let's drop this.""Nat, I think you're going to ruin all the plans I had for us.""I suppose your plans involve a strip club or a party here with more strippers like you did last time you visited me," he laughs."You didn't complain then. Maybe you need to accept that she rejected you, Ryan, and move on. A while ago, you would have already been dating some model.""Stop bothering me. I have to go to work.""I understand the sex is incredible, but I think you're already out of the game for her. At least, that's how it seemed last night
KATEI force my mind to concentrate on John during the trip to his house, and his scent fills my air. His perfume, arousing my libido even more. I imagine what it would be like to have sex with someone new, and it makes me nervous and anxious.When we park in the garage, he gets out of the car, but this time I don't wait for him to open my door."Let's go." He reaches out his hand to me and leads me to the elevator.When the doors close, it becomes almost impossible to stay away from him for more than a second. My instinct practically makes me jump on his neck. He reacts by lifting me, putting my legs around his hips, and pressing me hard against the cold metal panel of the elevator. The arousal becomes almost palpable in the small space. I rip off his shirt, outlining every muscle on his back with my hands, scratching with my nails. I feel a shiver run down my back as he kisses my neck and shoulder. My jeans make it difficult for John's work, but when he reaches his goal, my legs tre
NATHANCould this be some kind of shitty joke? There's a giant bouquet of roses on her table. Without caring about anything this time, I approach it and rummage through it looking for a note. There's only one paper, with no sender. Written in a ridiculously fancy way.You're surprisingly amazing. Thank you, beautiful. Have a great day. See you later.The idea that it could be from a guy makes me freak out. Maybe it's from a friend or family member. Don't fool yourself, Ryan."Good morning, Mr. Ryan," she caught me again. But this time I won't hold back."I thought I was clear about this kind of thing!" I hold up the note."I'm sorry, I have no idea who they are.""Don't be hypocritical. The person who sent it thinks you're surprisingly amazing! And also thank you! But the big question is for what?""I apologize for it happening again. I'll make sure it never happens again. But who sent it and why, is information that doesn't concern you. You also don't have the right to snoop."Keep c
NATHANShe's still there, trying to pretend she cares about him. Sometimes it's even convincing. But I know you, Collins. I know that's not where you want to be."Nathan? Are you okay?" Diana appears by my side."Yes, I'm sorry for leaving you.""You didn't seem well.""It was just a little tiredness. But everything's fine.""That's good. I have to say, I'm surprised to find you alone here. Seeing Nathan Ryan without a date is quite shocking. The media must be gnawing their nails to find out what's behind it.""Who said I'm alone? I thought we..." She laughs."I was starting to think it was strange you hadn't made any of your bold proposals to me, Ryan.""Well, I can do better..." I approach to whisper in her ear."Mr. Ryan." Kate interrupts us from behind me, I turn to face her. I smile at her and raise a finger, asking for a minute. I turn my attention back to Diana."Well, if you accept... we can leave here, and I can find an amazing place to reminisce about old times," I whisper.
NATHAN"Why are we here, Nathan?" she asks as I park in front of the hotel where I brought her the first time we met."Because we are.""Are you trying to emotionally manipulate me?""I know you, girl. So you know that's not my intention." Her phone vibrates again. The idiot must be calling her for the hundredth time."Turn off that crap," I say before getting out of the car.She follows me to the elevator."Ryan... I think it's best if I leave.""You're staying here.""Why?""It's the only way to make sure he's far away from you.""That's ridiculous. Are you planning on keeping me here forever?""It's not a bad idea.""You've lost your mind.""Stop talking." I can't think straight. My head is a mess.I open the door to the suite, enter, and pour a drink. She stands still."Sit down," I command. She sighs but sits."Tell me what to do to make you understand?" she asks, staring at the floor."What do you want me to understand?""That I'm not going to do this anymore. That I'm only near
NATHAN "What's wrong with good old casual sex? Why complicate everything?" I question."I don't think all women can have sex without involving emotions, bro. But your case is more than complicated, Ryan. First, what was going through your mind when you decided to have sex with a virgin? Then you let her get too close, working with you. In a way, you let yourself get involved and deserve what she's doing to you.""Damn! I don't even know if I'm in love with her.""You miss her, almost hit a guy that night at the club, what is that besides jealousy? I had never seen you in that state before. If you're not in love, then what?""I just don't want anyone messing with what's mine.""Yes, you and your control issues. I think that must be one more reason why you won't work out. Women don't like to be treated like objects.""It's not objectification, it's just care, I want to protect her. I'm not that kind of guy. I'm not insecure, and certainly, not a jerk who wants to use her. I just can't