15: Past life

“Believe me, when we kiss, and we will, you will know we kissed.”

~Aisling Magic

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Rule # 2: Remember you are Ms Wilson.

I lay in bed unable to sleep. Eli dropped me off many hours ago and after kissing me on my cheek, he waved me goodbye. It is four hours since then and every time I close my eyes, the memory of the kiss we shared is what I see.

The kiss although accompanied by Eli fondling was harmless, the reaction my body makes to that memory is the issue. And the past few hours I've rolled around in bed, wondering why that is.

I remember how delicately soft his lips were as they touched mine and how his touch although possessive was gently and lovingly. I remember wanting more even as we pulled away only because I didn't want to get carried away.

Anna wouldn't have done that, maybe she would ha