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Chapter 74 - Seeing Him Again
“Hello, Rai.. How are you?” I whispered as I squatted down to place the bouquet I had brought for him.
“I’m so sorry that it took me so long to see you. It was hard to think about you.. about us.. and not cry. I cried nearly every day thinking of you. So I couldn’t come back sooner. I’ve promised I will come back when our memories bring me smiles. And now it has, Rai. I can finally smile when I think of you.. of us..” I smiled at his tombstone and stood up.
“Rai.. I still love you. Very much.. I can still feel your kiss, your touch, your hug. I still think about the way you smile at me, the way you look at me, the love you gave me, and I still long for them. I still wish that you are here with me. I still miss you every day. There is never a day I don't love you, Rai.” I whispered as tears rolled down from the corner of my eyes.
“But I know that you are not in pain anymore. So I can finally let you go, Rai. Yes, it
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