CHAPTER 47: Longing

CHAPTER 47

I didn't know how many times mom knocked my door that day. But I didn't open the door even once. I want to be alone. I tried so hard to stop my tears but now that I'm alone I can't help but to go all out and cry. I was not like this. Before, even though they pained me and hurt me I don't spend a single tear for them but right now...when it comes to Farris my strong heart become fragile.

I feel like a coward. I feel like a loser. I was the one who was planning to play with Farris. To make him knelt in front of me and follow my biddings but it didn't happen. In the end...I was the one who got played, who got used and defeated.

And I can't accept it. I cannot swallow it. I cannot admit it.

"Millijay! It's time for dinner! What are you doing inside your room and you don't even think about eating?!" Mom voice echoed outside my room. I rolled my eyes and wiped my tears. This damn old woman couldn't just leave me alone.

"Just deliver my food he