CHAPTER 67: Decision

CHAPTER 67

I didn't wait for Farris to finished his foods. I went to his office immediately and did my pending works. I sighed when the door opened because I know who that is. I sensed him walking towards his table and I tried so hard not to lift my eyes towards him.

My decision is just perfect. I know that this is the right thing but why am I hurting to the fact that we are like this just because of his ex wife? I don't know. Maybe because I can't just told him to cut his connection with Lauren. I am not that bad and heartless to do that. But all of these have consequences. Because of our situation I can't be with Farris. Yes we can but we can't entirely be happy. We will always fight and I am afraid that he'll get tired of me.

That's why I chose this. I chose to have not a relationship with him because even though I am jealous and possessive of him I can't do anything because I know that we are nothing.

I feel like I couldn't breathe the whole time we'r